dancing green jellybeans

2005-01-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

okay, i'll just continue then, i'm so indecisive, and besides, this shall be out to my adoring public.
which probably consists only of adrienne's potty trained elephant.

so a continuation.
if you haven't read part one, skip this and scroll down.

i don't have a lot of things left after we moved, a lot was thrown out.
so yeah. i'm getting some new stuff.
i rather get something that costs a lot and of good quality than get something really cheap but of inferior quality.
read, i like branded stuff.
but if i'm going to be able to feed my taste for the high ife, i'm going to need a really high paying job
that'd probably be a problem seeing i don't know what i want to be.

it all boils down to money i guess.
like i said to sijing, i'm embracing the selfish and materialistic side of me.
it's not like i believe in true love.

i chanced upon two quotes yesterday in a fan fic.

Love if you must, but marry well

i think that is quite sensible actually.
I mean like what use is love if you're hungry and naked?
love won't clothe nor feed you.
it won't buy what you want, it won't satisfy you every whim.
unless you mean romantic kisses in front of the fireplace.
if you can even afford a fire.

and the other

Better a rich man's darling, then a poor man's slave.

i would much rather drive around in a jaguar bought by someone who's not my "true love"
then toil day and night to put food on the table just so i could hear, "i love you" from the man i "Truely love" everyday and know he means it.

this is a really really brief version of what i wrote earlier.
i don't feel like writing down everything, and i'm hving a very interesting conversation with si jing now.
no, not that type of conversation, adrienne.

hope you had fun, elephant, it must be tiring to sit in your potty the whole day for a bunch of perverted people taking pictures.
believe me, you have my sympathy.

2005-01-29T19:12:00.001+08:00

okay calm down, blogger only just deleted EVERYTHING you wrote.
which was on its way to becoming one of the longest entries you've ever written.
ARGH.

i am so not blogging again.
i'd be damned if i rewrote everything.
well to sum it up.
my life was okay today except for the fact that i got my menses and blogger just ERASED everything i wrote.
that really pissed me off.
i'm going to need some fan fiction.

okay found something.

i went to the hospital today to visit my grandmother.
she suffered from a stroke and has been in the hospital for a month already.
it struck me that we were really going to grow old one day and die.
i wouldn't want to die when i'm old and crinkly.
i wouldn't want to die weak and tired.
i'd much rather die when after my prime, around 50 probably.
without pain and mutilation of course.
but we don't always get what we want do we?
if we did, then i'd perfect.

i don't need to the world to be perfect, or the wars and disasters to stop.
i just need me to be perfect.
which i'm not.

i'm probably a really selfish person.
but if i ever went to Hogwarts, i think it'd be really unlikely that i'd be placed in Gryffindor, or god forbid, Hufflepuff.
i'd love to be sorted into Slytherin<3333 though, to each his own.
or maybe its one of those weird teenage phases people go through.
after what i read in stories, my impression of teenagers are people who blow up their problems and think their lives suck every minute of the day.
maybe its the hormones.

i had lunch with my mother and her sister after the visit at the hospital.
i was rude, i guess.
but after lunch the two of them just sat there talking for half an hour.
i am not patient.

then my mum and i went to SOGO.
its like Takashimaya (the department store, not Ngee Ann City) but loads bigger.
it has everything, and is like 9 stories tall.
include the basements and it'd be 11.
they were having a MEGA sale.
like 50% at alot of those little substores?
is that the correct term?
and levis jeans were going for half-price.
and loads others.

i didn't really buy much.
the HUGE amount of people just turned me off.
and besides i don't like buying clothes.
shocking, i know.
but i always try stuff and 9 out of 10 of them don't even make the "hmm maybe i should get this" mark.
i look at the mirror, feel sick, and just get an overwheming urge to go home and crawl under the covers.

i got this gorgeous ELLE wallet though.
my mum picked it out.
it started with a puma bag.
it wasn't that nice but i wanted to show it to my mum anyway.
i don't really trust my taste sometimes.
i buy stuff and think, "ooh thats nice" and the next, i'd be "why did i even get that"
she went on some kind of rant and stuff.
i quarreled with her a little and i think somehow that set her on a guilt trip.

i went to the roxy section and tried on a few things after that which definitely were not even near the consideration mark.
i hate shopping sometimes.
unless something really fits me, which they often don't.

then i dragged my mum to playboy.
genuine thank you.
i hate the way "imitationers" cheapen brands like Von Dutch and Playboy.
and people who buy them too.
i bought some fake stuff before,but i usually end up dumping them into a corner of the cupboard.
i don't like fakes.
if you can't afford the real ones, just go get something you can afford, and isn't fake.

so yeah i think playboy stuff are quite nice.
though there was this line "entertainment for men" on a leather bag that i thought was not bad. the sentence struck me as kind of sexist though.
or maybe i misinterpreted it.
my mum didn't like playboy.
probably because of its brand name.
i wanted a wallet initially, but she brought me down to another level and got me the ELLE one.
it wasn't cheap but it was a definite one off.

this was what was somehow miraculously saved as a draft.
its probably only half of it.

2005-01-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

so i had my first lunch here.
the food was all that nice but it wasn't too terrible either.

its one thing to be in class with loads of friendly people and another to actually have a friend.
its not like the people here aren't trying to welcome me.
but i just feel so weird...
its like you have a conversation with someone, they ask you why you came here, and the basic stuff then it slips into uncomfortable silence.

and i'm taking up a cca.
i haven't decided.
i will tmr though but everyone already made their choices long before.

so update with the latest jennifer thing?
lets see.
i was going down the stairs afterschool yesterday and one of them kinda prodded me in the back and pretended they didn't do it.
and i was all - omg, that's so retarded.
and they stared at me.
whatever.
i mean people don't indulge in such childish behaviour anymore.
not when you're 12 or 13.
and now whenever they see me they give me this hateful look or snigger.

you should have seen their faces when they saw me in the hall eating with two other people.
it was shock and then disgust?
it looked really funny though.
i almost laughed.

maybe they're shocked that i even have friends in my new class since i used to be some kind of anti-social leper.
okay not leper.
that sounds really gross.
just er anti-social-freakish-person.

i was kind of left out of the conversation though.
between the other girls i was eating with.
i mean like for one, they don't know what to say.
and i wouldn't know what they were talking about anyway.
oh the fun si jing and adrienne could be having now.

2005-01-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

okay. so i survived my first 2 periods of my new class.
its not bad actually.
i mean the girls here are considerably nicer than those at 8c.
maybe they thought it was unfair to let people suffering in the company of retarded and bitchy people and thus, threw them into a class together.
i'll be having my special chinese lesson after this.
it should be quite easy actually.
i think.

darn i'm really sleepy.
anyway.
i watched national treasure on saturday.
it was alright.
reminded me of the da vinci code.
it was based on the same legend anyway.
that the knights templar and the free masons were protecting something.
and in the da vinci code, that something happened to be jesus' bloodline.
in national treasure, well they protected a treasure.

i really did prefer the da vinci code though.
movies can't really make up for the big gap between the fantasies words can paint and what the television can only hope to imitate.
some parts of national treasure was a little fake and not really convincing.
i wouldn't really recommend it.

my sister heard that tom hanks was going to play robert langdon in the da vinic code movie.
i didn't know they were going to make a movie.
but i guess i'll be waiting for it to disappoint me.
like harry potter did.
especially the third movie.
but it might be an exception.
always look on the bright side of life.

i was just wondering, the other day, at the wonders of what humans can do.
with just our brains, well, not mine, it wasn't involved in any way, but if you're a budding inventor, then yes, i'm referring to you.

from absolutely nothing (well if you count grass, trees, animals as nothing, you're on the right track)
we, no wait, you, i guess. that's right.
caveboy invented the wheel.
and then that was followed with fire, or was it fire first? whatever.
and then cement? and bricks, and buildings, and now machinery and electricity.

and the world been made of people like me, then we'd probably still be stuck in caves naked, desperately trying to keep ourselves warm, or cool, or whatever.
thanks to caveboy here, we're not.
i've never been one to take action.
i mean, sure i get movitated.
but it all melts away when i realise i will have to change my comfortable, lazy lifestyle to attain whatever i'm trying to attain.
well all that's going to change.
i think.

ahhh.
the bell rings.
bye!

---------

so its lunch.
and once again i'm in the library.
don't get me wrong.
the girls are really being nice and friendly but i feel so weird.
and i'd be damned if i was going to hang around people if they were uncomfortable with me there.
for one, it'd be utterly degrading and completely embarrassing.
and second, well, refer to the top.
and that goes on for the third and the fourth and whatever else that follows.
that, for me, would be reason enough.
and it should be, for anyone with half a brain.

chinese.
well coincidentally (or perhaps it was a wicked conspiracy and i'd be involved in an alien abduction tomorrow) both my two classmates were absent.
yeah 2.
so i was alone in a small little room feeling claustrophobic and with a teacher and several chinese books.
what i'm learning know is probably what i learned in primary 1.
well, there were a few hard words.
a few hard words that have already been drilled into my brain even before i left st. margs.
somehow they managed to escape.

they said it was alright.
it wasn't that they thought i was stupid (HAH!) or whatever.
they just wanted me to learn the correct sentence structures.
yeah, the sentence structure of a primary one kid who has a few fancy words in her vocabulary, a pen, and a piece of paper.
maybe she's better than me.
i'm worst than i thought i was.
this is very depressing.

but i'd really like to think that i am currently in an alien base while the aliens are in the midst of planning some kind of vast abduction of elephants for specimens.
it definitely sounds a lot better than just being utterly stupid and hopeless at chinese.

i'll make this longer.
because i still have 30 minutes to flush down the toilet.
think suetwa, think.
think of something to write?
maybe i could continue pining away for crescent and live in my dream word of aliens and elephants.

right.
so anyway now the people in my old classes either snigger when i walk past (i thought we got over that) or well pretend i'm not there.
i really prefer the latter.
its what i pratice after all.
and they're one to snigger.
when they were being barked at by a 20+? female teacher and made to form a straight line agaisnt the wall, like primary school.
it would be rude and stupid of course to laugh when one sees such a sight.
especially when i'm late for science and there's no one else in the corridor.
i might very well get dragged by the teacher for a spanking or whatever.
but one can't help being amused.

only one person even acknowledged the fact that i changed classes.
this really cute guy called, maurice/morris i think.
he asked me if i changed classes and all.
he's one of those short, bespectacled, cute little boys.
his locker's near mine and sometimes we exchange a few sentences.
well thats good for a start.
its better than nothing.

you know, maybe they reason they snigger is cause they think i couldn't put up with their snickering.
that would be worse than hanging on like a third wheel.
well i hope that's not the case but if they'd like to think they caused my transferrence of class and feel all mighty about it, there's nothing i can do.
they'd probably puff up and die someday.

i really can't think of anything else.
darn, in singapore, school would already have been over.
so that's about it.

oh yes, and adrienne, sorry about the letter!
i keep getting distracted by my fan fiction.
and besides since i have an obesession with perfection (hey that rhymes) that is obviously not strong enough or i'd have things perfect, i've rewritten the letter at least twice and it gets boring after a while to write only to know you'd probably cross it out again later.
i promise i'll finish it by the end of this week.
REALLY.

2005-01-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

okay its like 8 degrees now.
at least thats what my mom told me it was this morning.
i can no longer see my breath, sadly.
maybe that was just an aftermath of yesterday's rain.

i'm not really concerned about the fact i don't have any friends.
afteralll, one must be adaptable.
i wrote a stupid chinese piece on it. comparing grass to life.
so anyway i'm changing classes.
cause the chinese's too hard i'm gonna take it as second language.
with only 2 other people...

i t doesn't really concern me anymore that some jennifer bitch is gossiping or at least shooting me weird looks or whatever.
i'm not the one that looks like an oversized mouse.
now if she was actually pretty, i'd have nothing to say.
but please go take a look at herself in the mirror.
at least i don't act like some kind of immature brat.

i'm quite okay with the guys here actually.
i mean they're not friendly but neither am i.
at least they don't act like retarded primary school kids.
if the females in this school needs a lesson in something.
it'd be to go take one for the guys on how to behave your age.
and not half of it.
but whatever.
if you want ppl to leave after looking at the way you behave, wondering,
is she actually 13?
that's none of my business.
i really do hope the girls here will mature and grow up.

when i say mature, i don't mean for you to stop having fun or whatever.
its more along the lines of - been there, done that, realised that was stupid, not going to do that again cause i'll look like a total moron.

meanwhile, i'll just rot and try and enertain myself through my 8 hours of school daily.
maybe i'll amuse myself at watching the girls embarrass themselves much as they don't know it.

i'll just be the model student then.
with tucked in blouses and all.
its better than looking like some ah lian who just stepped off the street.
even if you can't attain perfection, you can always strive for it.

that was morning break (points up)
its lunch now.
anyway i want to apologise for what i typed earlier on.
about all the girls being immature and stuff.
i meant the bitch and her cronies.
the rest, i really don't mind.
i mean its not like i communicate with them.
even if they irritated me it wouldn't be to a very large extent.
so i've got 3 periods before the end of today.
god, i really need a nap.
i slept at 2.
getting an overdose of my fan fics.
i don't know how i managed to survive two and a half months without them.

oh right.
and in case you were wondering, i can't sign into msn during morning break and lunch anymore.
i'm not allowed appparently.
the libriarian's really scary and i don't think i'd want to risk it.
she's one of those people who doesn't have to say anything to frighten the wits out of you.

right, so i'm done here.
bye!

2005-01-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

i mean like the people here are seriously weird.
god how am i going to survive my 4 years here.
i'll just die.
anyway as the class' new antisocial freak.
i have no one to eat lunch with and i guess i'll just spend my time in the library rotting away.
by the time i leave this stupid school.
surely i would have lost 5 pounds.

school's from like 8-3.40
i wouldn't mind if it was crescent.
like there's morning break and lunch.
but.
i have no one to spend them with.
i'm seriously going to become stupid here.
i'm like supposed to be sec2 and we're learning the SOLAR SYSTEM.
it's a little more in depth but since they didn't have science in primary school.
they're making up for it by trying to squeeze another 3-4 years of science into their curriculum here .
and the chinese is... really hard.
i'm just gonna fail.
they're doing algebra here now so its easy for me at the moment.
till they move on to gradients or whatever.
my algebra isn't that good anyway so i guess i'll just try to improve this second time round.

okay this is seriously freakish.
not A SINGLE person is online.
i mean not just people in crescent.
is everyone on a field trip?

2005-01-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

okay. i really really really hate my new school.
i mean like the people are really retarded and act like primary school kids.
eg.
retarded freaks- WONG SUETWA
me- huh?
retardedfreaks- giggle giggle giggle.

god whatever.
anyway i'll write more tomorrow.
my lunch hour's ending and i was already late for 2 lessons today.

2004-11-17T04:05:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why i'm online at 4 in the morning but i couldn't get to sleep.
slept for 18 hours today.
maybe that'll explain why.
was feeling sick and still am the whole day and was running a slight fever too.

i need to do something about my template.
sometime soon maybe.

2004-11-09T16:47:00.000+08:00

watched shark tale today.
probably the only highlight of my day.
don lino and lenny were amazingly cute.
i just wanted to box oscar's face in.
but i loved the show anyway.
i could even feel myself smiling at the cinema screen!

fan fiction here i come!(:

2004-11-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

WHY SARA? WHY WHY WHY?

2004-11-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

happy birthday si jing!

okay so today was town to celebrate jolene+sijing's birthday.
met at tbp before heading off to town.
caught princess diaries 2 but the cinema (9) which which happened to house the 3.00 one was really small but 2.55 was sold out.
not to mention we were in the first row!
that movie was yummy.
though some parts were just a little boring.
but don't let what i say put you off!
it was a nice movie overall.
sickeningly sweet with a nice happy ending.
mmmmm.
delicious.
just the way i like it.

by the time the movie ended it was 5 but everyone seemed to have loads of time to spare.
hmmm.
was a nice change.
since usually the people i town with (sijing, rachel lau, adrienne) have to go home unbearably early it hurts.
especially adrienne and eshita.
but i haven't been to town with eshita for a loong time.

neoprints at heeren, mesh cap for jolene and pencilcase for si jing (shared presents and the brown+black pencilcase was loads nicer!)
and then later a nice yummy chocolate truffle cake for our birthday girls.
lighter was faulty though.
well that left me broke.

si jing left at 6+ and wilin at around the same time.
sent her to the mrt station.
so it was me, jolene, ni fong and tania left loitering ard the taka steps.
all of us stealing jolene's food of course.
oh!
forgot to thank tania for paying for my $2 sushi bill.
why they put wasabi in unagi sushi is beyond me.
somehow loitered for 1 hour.
it was 7.50 when jolene's mother smsed her and we realised how late it was.
reached home at 8.
cabbed home, there was no queue at all at wisma.
i hate queuing up.
its a complete waste of time.

there.
loads of details on my day in town.
adrienne are you happy?
bet you'd lick that up.
don't think i'll be blogging for a while since i'm seriously intoxicated by harry/draco fan fiction.
i even printed some chapters out.
5 actually.
and wont be doing anything other then that.
i gobble them up.
unless i'm going town tmr or somehow drag my lazy ass out for track.
( i promise i will! if samat would just stop making us go to weird places to train, eg. tiong bahru park, turf city, east coast. tsk. what's wrong with school and queenstown stadium?!)

okay.
thats more then enough.
i've been away from my fan fiction for too long.
found a recommendation list for harry/draco stories.
i'm a sucker for them.
considering the fact that i hate any stories revolving around james, lily, sirius, snape, remus, peter, voldemort, any member of the wealsey family there's not much left.
and i don't really like hermione novels either.
hermione's kinda bossy in my opinion.
and i find that i like draco more and more.
the novels actually showed me stuff that i never notice while reading the books.
like the obvious fact that harry was the one who rejected draco's friendship.
how i forgot that i cannot imagine.
tom felton's getting hotter too.
(don't tell eshita i said that!)
but i liked him more in the first movie.

okay this is really too long.
and i've run out of things to say.
bye.

edited :
lau just informed me that we're gonna watch shark tale tomorrow!
yumm.
drooling already.
i've been waiting for that movie for too long already.
since i saw the trailer a month ago!
can't wait for tmr.
i'll just die if i don't get to satisfy my craving.

2004-11-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

happy birthday jolene!

am literally dragging my ass here to blog.
just returned from newton circus.
god it was heavenly.
mmmmmm...
bloated.
but i didn't eat breakfast nor dinner.
since i slept till 3!
this is an accomplishment.
i never get to wake up so early.
but i slept at 5am in the morning so i should be forgiven.

mtv during 4-5am on a sunday morning is really kinda nice.
saw gwen stefani, what are you waiting for, and avril's nobody's home videos.
i like gwen stefani's.
theme was alice in wonderland.
though i never liked alice.
avril's one was just plain stupid cause she was in this corset-y kinda gown, don't know what she hoped to be potrayed as but she just didn't pull it off.
mmm.
the carwash one too.
loved that.
i wanna watch shark tale!

went escape yesterday where i was cheated out of 16.50!
it wasn't that nice.
not going to elaborate.
it'll take me for ever.
i could have been reading harry potter fan fiction.
i have this great list of stories to read.
all harry and draco ones.
the two of them are so cute together!
oh and what is with people barfing everywhere?
maybe not everywhere.
but the barfed vikings and mrts in one day is just too much for me to handle.

2004-11-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

class chalet was oh-so-fun!(:
though it was only 1 day.
too bad if you didn't come cause you missed out on all the fun, fun, fun!
escape was closed though.
so we couldn't go.
@!$#%%&&^*!
but we still entertained ourselves.
freaking out while playing silent hill 4, the room(:
we checked out at 9am though.
and thy had these really cool chops.
that could only be seen under uv light.

i wanna go for another chalet!
all the ppl were having barbeques!
i want 1 too!
it smelled so good.

2004-11-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

catie's out!
this calls for a celebration(:

been having really weird dreams.
especially yesterday night's.
barney and baby bob, crescent, thomas the train, funfair rides, weird selection test results,
darn. what is wrong with my brain?!

2004-10-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

reading harry potter fan fiction now.
harry and draco are like gay.
eeew.
but i find it strangely amusing.

harry and draco sitting on a tree....

2004-10-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

adrienne santos!
get online now!
i want the video!
just lose it by eminem is so cute!
especially the video where they were making fun of michael jackson and the nose dropped out.
i think the conical bra was madonna.
someone who looked a lot like paris hilton was inside.
was it her?
if you haven't watched it you really should.
its HILARIOUS.
and the song's catchy too.

Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chanceYeah boy shake that ass,
Oops i mean girl girl girl girl
Girl you know you're my world

went for the dental appointment today.
the school one.
we waited 1 whole hour!
i waited so long i got a headache.
but the the clinic's quite cool.
with teens and teenage and one hidden archie comic.

got back report book.
and other stuff.
results were....okay.

si jing and adrienne came over today.
and my brother was shy + angry.
i asked him if he was scared of them.
and he said yeah.
here's our dialouge

me: ken, who are you scared of? the fat one (adrienne) or the thin one (si jing)?
ken: the fat one.

the way he said it was super cute!
now i feel mean.
but its not like my brother knows their names.
but he saw si jing before.
but he always forgets her name till i remind him.
anyway thanks to ME.
my brother is no longer frightened of adrienne.

went town after they dumped their stuff and walked ard.
saw this new shop at wisma.
forever 21.
it was SO crowded!
the queue for the dressng room was SNAKING down the stairs.
saw a tank top i wanted.
not really expensive.
i want that giordano shirt!
that big oversized comfy one.
its 3 for 20 and i can wear it after i swim or whatever.
there will definitely be a us for it.
i'll get xs i think.
cause xs is like my large.

si jing was COMPLAINING about her aching feet and where ever she and adrienne went they would look and oogle at the..... guys section.
you would have thought they were buying stuff for their brother or sth.
tsk.
i need a new skirt anyway.
and slippers too.
but none that i like.

adrienne just sent me the video.
YAY!
but i think it'll take really long.

no school tmr.
i'll find sth to do.
maybe go town or swim with si jing.
even if i go town i'll swim in the morning FIRST.

darn.
last day of school on friday.
will miss crescent i guess.
and ~~all~~ most of the people

2004-10-27T08:40:00.000+08:00

~~well you just proved that you just want your way all the time again haven't you?~~

shouldn't have came to school today.
if not for the fact that we're getting back our report books, i wouldn't.

had this pain in my side last night.
went to bed at 10 but it was so pain i slept at 2 after vomiting in the toilet.
i was in school uniform to.
cause it hurt to stand, lie or sit.
at least it doesn't hurt now.
my mom was telling me i could go to the doctor and skip school.
i should have.

2004-10-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chance
Yeah boy shake that ass,
Oops i mean girl girl girl girl
Girl you know you're my world

just lose it by eminem is so cute.
i was trying to watch the video on stinky yahoo launch.
but it kept hanging every few seconds.
saw the lindsay lohan rumours one too.
britney wannabe lah.
and britney's like a thousand times better.
and hilary duff a hundred?
she sounded a lot like britney though.
i wouldn't have known the difference
and the video was so rip britney.
and the lyrics too, as adrienne pointed it out.
tsk.

went to mobil after school for lunch with grace.
met jessleen and choong yee there and ate with them but they left first.
so many people doing detention today arh.
i never went for detention before(:
i feel like such an angel now.
i only have 2/3 demerits this semester.
saw them all when we went back to school to get our stuff.

cabbed home.
so many stupid idiots just stood in front of me and pretended i wasn't there hailing a cab first.
in the end i only got a cab after grace's bus came.
to name a few.
goon and some other teacher.
and the stupid anime people.

was supposed to swim.
but didn't.
slept for like 3 hours instead.

oh and assembly
i didn't bring my tie and goon was screaming at all those who didn't.
thank goodness lau had a dental appointment and lent me first.
the oratorical contest was shit and adrienne dragged me in front.
no one told me there wasn't supposed to be school tmr.
if plans hadn't changed i would have came to school.
but si jing who ponned told me when i called her.
i thought it was some type of joke.
why did they move it to thursday?!
but at least there's no mass run.

shark tale
omg. its like coming out tmr and it's at 7.30.
can't possibly catch that one.
the next earliest one is friday at 7.30.
i could watch that one if someone would watch it with me.
its kinda late so i think no one will.
adrienne said she'll try but i bet she can't.
her mom's mean.
i've been wanting to watch that movie since i saw its trailer on mtv.
god i love cartoon movies.
they're so cute and funny!

there'll be a class chalet i think.
not sure if i'm looking forward to it.
i mean i will definitely go if there's one.
but no one else seems to want to.
i mean like adrienne and si jing.
well i'll just kidnap grace then.
she's my mouse(:

2004-10-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

well, i finally dragged myself to the pool to swim this morning at 11.40.
but! my pool suuch a stupid blob shape i can't swim proper laps.
and why?
because the architects thought it was artistic.
stupid idiots.
and i didn't get a tan.
my feet stil looks deprived of sunlight.
eeew.
and if i did lose any weight i piled it back on again what with my excessive obsession with mamee monster and boiled eggs in gravy.
shit.
oh, and i finally remember why i hate swimming so much.
cause my hair and skin gets icky and sticky after that.
was having a headache too while i was swimming.

my brother's watching harry potter now in a sis's old shirt that is obviously too big for him.
he's too cute for words.

my mom's bringing me out later.
popular, but i need some new stationary anyway.
SOMEONE, stole my liquid paper and ruler AGAIN.
-looks around suspiciously.
but with my back hurting like an old grandma's and i have no idea why, i don't think i'll go.

2004-10-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

track was really tough today.
long distance type.
but at least my legs only felt like lead and i didn't have the urge to puke my insides out.
i skipped one round(:
you don't know how much we ran.

i feel like exercising today.
maybe i'll swim later.
i've been promising myself to for like 3 weeks.
and i hate swimming anyway.

2004-10-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

watched a little of champions today.
who the hell is felicia chin?
style doctors too.
that was just plain stupid.

2004-10-21T18:27:00.000+08:00

okay i was wrong about the internet connection thing.
i can still use the com till 20 november.

bought a new bag just now.
i wonder if i like it that much cause i'm not sure anymore.
my mom wasr really nice.
after buying me the bag she rmb i wanted slippers.
but all of them looked really gross.
i saw a paul frank one that was really cute.
i should have bought it.

went isetan and continued looking for my slippers.
there was a rather nice op one.
not my favourite brand but it seemed like the only brand capable of marketing nice plain black slippers that aren't make up of that disgusting rubber thing.

damn.
i really want those paul frank ones now.
it wasn't that expensive i think.
$20+.
maybe some one will buy it for me.
-hint hint.

2004-10-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

my mom's gonna cut the internet connection later.
so i can't go online anymore i think.
tsk.

ponned school today.
lied to my mom i was having a headache.
couldn't face seeing my maths paper again.
i almost failed
and i didn't feel like seeing people.
i'm being a hermit crab again(:
somehow its easier to be one on weekends.

so here are my results.
english - 70 a2
chinese - 69 b3
maths - 53 c6
geography - 75.5 a1
science - 76 a1
literature - 60 b4
home econs - 50.8 c6

my internet's so screwed it won't make a big difference when it gets cut.

2004-10-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

you want your fucking way all the time.
fine.
i hope you're happy you get it.

2004-10-18T10:36:00.000+08:00

got a tagboard.
cause stinking doodleboard's gone haywire and like got my tags deleted.
i think tagboard's nicer anyway.
doodleboard looks... stupid.
only kept it for the tags.

2004-10-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

toymaker.

was watching hellraiser:bloodline just now.
just plain shit.
a movie with a hell lot of gore and cheap special effects.
something about a toymaker constucting a puzzle box thats the doorway to hell.
a series i think.
pinhead.
stupid name for a stupid villian with a head ful of pins sticking out and shadows cast by them his face looks checkered.

guess who's the newest computer addict in the house.
my brother's so cute.
he's like addicted to pajama sam.
not that he can ever get past the first "challenge".
to find the pajama sam lunchbox, mask and torchlight.
and when he plays he leans so eagerly towards the screen.
he's getting shrewd too.
when my sis told him he had to ask my mom before he could eat the chocolates.
he was like "but ask quietly k"
so she can't hear.
and he's only 3!
and probably a millionaire.
with all the paper money he digged up from the monopoly sets.

i'm hungry.
strawberry koala biscuits(:

2004-10-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

rotting at home now.
while adrienne's at a -gasp- GARAGE SALE.
i wanna go to.
not being sarcastic.
garage sales on tv always look fun.
like there'll be loads of cool stuff that you can get at partically nothing.

oh.
adrienne just informed me its at a rich guys place.
so much for a garage sale.

couldn't wake up on time for track this morning.
it was at 8
wth.
track ALWAYS starts at 10.
woke up at 9.30.
no sense going for track when i missed 1 1/2h of it
samat will just kill me.

had a bad headache yesterday.
missed style doctors and singapore idol.
found out that jerry was kicked out though.
YAY!
finally.
singaporeans aren't that deaf are they?
christopher should be next.
how could he have not been in the bottom 3?!
this information is from adrienne btw.
qi xuan forced me to vote for taufik with my handphone yesterday.
i don't mind him.
he's not bad.
but 50 cents for just 1 sms is plain unacceptable.
tsk.

(fine the garage sale was at some type of mansion-y place. i wanna go!)

wanted to watch exorcist 3 yesterday.
but my older sis didn't want to.
cause t's like at 1.
and horror movies in the wee hours of the morning isn't really... the best thing to watch when you're going to sleep is it?
watched the beginning tohough.
something about gemini sign carved on pams and missing middle fingers.
my older sis' a gemini.

couldn't sleep and probably ended up drifting into slumberland at 2.
was woken up by my maid at 7 and even opening my eyes was pure torture.
woke me up again at 7.45 and i decided i'll skip track just this once.

went great world with my maid and brother for breakfast.
felt fat.
fixed my specs again.
rotting now.

2004-10-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

i'm in the comfort of my nice nice air conditioned home(:
yay!
sure beats going to town.
no i am not being sarcastic.
its so hot.
and sunny.
and i wasn't in a good mood.
past tense(:
cause i'm in a good one now.
though i have a headache and shall need to sleep later.

poetry thing was funny and boing.
everyone was ponning like hell.
had to wrestle peichun for my wallet.
-glares.
and i sang a romantic song, (according to her blog) to claire.
to be exact.
a barey video song.
just imagine...
just imaine...
yin wai doesn't trust me!
thanks to claire yeo!
a.k.a my best friend.

speaking of best friends.
joanne's a jealous pig because Samantha's my best friend and she's not.

old folks home was scary.
the old folks were really poor thing though.
some were cute and some plain scary.
shan't elaborate too much.
i'll take forever.
the bus ride there was really stupid
had a headache.
a terrible one.
bus ride back was stupider though it was a lot shorter but i had a worse headache.
and people were getting on my nerves.

feeling quite anti-social now.
shall stay and rot at home for the rest of my life other than my already made commitments.
shall live like a hermit crab.
well i'm off to become one now.
*retreats into shell*

2004-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

11 things i did today

1. went for a fire drill
2. did NOT watch SKY CAPTAIN AND THE WORLD OF TOMORROW (yay!)
3. went home and slept
4. ate campbell's muchroom soup with loads of pepper
5. watched singapore idol
6. winced at jerry and christopher's singing
7. did NOT see rachel pan on tv
8. watched apprentice
9. was VERY happy when Bill won.
10. decided Donald Trump is cute and has a promising career in television
11. NOT happy because apprentice 2 only airs in DECEMBER (i think)

2004-10-12T18:27:00.000+08:00

WATCHED WIMBLEDON TODAY.
how come tennis on tv NEVER looks that interesting?
i fall asleep watching it.
and there were this bunch of fucking bitches that were giggling at EVERY stupid little thing.

bought this THOMAS VISOR-LIKE thing for my brother.
$4!
actually its closer to a hairband but whatever.
and its quality is not even good.
CHEAT MY MONEY ARH?

when we came out of the theatre guess who we saw?
sherilyn.
eew.

they ( si jing, lau and adrienne) didn't wanna go SHOPPING -wiggles fingers.
or take neoprints after that.
i have NO MONEY left.
ended up going to rachel's house.

on the way to taka where her mom was picking us up.
we saw...........-drumroll- JERRY ONG.
eeeeeeeew.
he can't sing for shit.
"-ring around you neck-"
he sounds like a dead duck or sth.
and when we left we saw MAIA coming.
she's.... okay.
but JERRY and his TONE-DEAF fans should just bang their heads on the walls and DIE.

then they went and played badminton. (not maia and jerry)
it was ultra boring.
went home early.
accidentally brought lau's phone home too.
oops!

my brother's wearing that thomas visor-like thingie now.
SO CUTE!

2004-10-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

my mom's gonna have a *ahem* tea party later with her church friends.
eew.
thank goodness i'll be out of the house by then.
watching wimbledon(:

2004-10-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

adrienne's gonna come back next episode.
ha.
i always liked adrienne.
although i liked elise(sp?) too.

catie's such a bitch.
die catie die!
xiomara was so nice to her.
i don't like heather anyway.

cecilia!
did you see your APHRODISIAC?
OYSTERS!!!

2004-10-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

track trainings are so tough nowadays.
thank goodness i don't have to go on wednesday.
I HAVE AN EYE APPOINTMENT.

my com's sock again.
i just spent more than 1 hour reseting it.

went town today.
watched white chicks with si jing, lau and cecilia.
it was hilarious.
the entire theatre was laughing 75% of the time.
" lets go SHOPPING!"
-wiggles fingers.
and cecilia sat next to a -gasps SHUAI GE!
or maybe SHUAI BOY.
ha!

we have crowned her
CEECEE'S A BLUR BABOON
which equals to ccabb
and then changed to aabcc.
and thn ABC(:

the flair we have with words.
gosh i'm shocked.

rachel bought 2 pairs of ankle weights.
so total 4 kg.
can't believe the softballers have to run with them
thank goodness i didn't join softball.
we blught 1 pair at heeren cause it was the last they had in stock and another at centrepoint but it was the last one too.

met my mom and sisters at taka.
they cut their hair without ME.
and my mom's always busy nowadays.
i wonder when i can cut it.

bye anyway.

2004-10-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

changed my template.
put some hovers too.

eshita CLAIMS she's gonna make a pirate layout for me.
HA.
like i believe.
but she's still my girlfriend(:

2004-10-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

CLAIRE'S MY NEW BEST FRIEND!
SAMANTHA'S MY OLD BEST FRIEND!
BUT I SHALL HAVE 2 BESTFRIENDS ANYWAY.

ADRIENNE SANTOS! I DON'T LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE (mimicks eshita)
take away the pictures!
NOW!

2004-10-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

track this morning was KILLER.
we had to crawl and jump over tables too.
my knees got so dirty and i got poked by a satay stick while crawling through.
and so i decided to be nice and throw it somewhere else.
and got scolded.
by guess who?
felissa lim
-rolls eyes.
she's alright but when she gets so preachy and councillor-ish, she gets on my nerves.

anyway track on monday sounds really tough but mr samat's seems quite sad and stuff.
so i shall be nice and attend his training.
i shouldn't have gone for training today.
my feet hurts.

was sitting at the bus stop tryig to find someone to watch wimbledon with me.
but everybody's busy.
on the day after the exams.

went great world.
was gonna watch it by myself.
BUT they don't show it there!
and white chicks was like at 4.10
its nice to go out by yourself.
i spent like$30 today.
thats is like almost half of my birthday money and savings i have combined.
i don't make it a habit to save anyway.

bought this black bag at espirit.
i liked the other design they used to have better.
but they stopped selling it already.
bought some other stuff too.

oh the ultimate chicken meal
(thats sounds stupid)
at KFC'S quite worth it.
its around $5 and its quite filling.
i didn't even touch the popcorn chicken and burger.
its in my bag now probably getting soggy.

i've decided to take a bus to the interchange and back one day.
i like riding on buses and trains alone.
provided i have a seat.

shall answer my tags now go to sleep.
i've been sleeping at like 1 or 2 the past few days studying for the exams and track was at 9 this morning.
-yawns.

2004-10-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

finished my art sketches and layouts.
quite shitty.
BUT i only have the cover page left.
better than i thought it would turn out.
thats good.
i have a mosquito bite IN my ear.
shit.

somebody - whatever. go away then. there at least at st. margs they teach us good values like no being a cowardy bitch. not like whatever shit school you came from.

aprprentice.
hope Bill wins.

2004-10-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

i think i need to go to the doctors.
i'm not behaving the way a normal pre-exam student's behaving.
i roughly finished my chinese.
han zi was damn hard.
i tested myself twice
like super long tingxie.
183 words.
with only the han yu ping yin.
scored 103 the first time and 138 the next.
45 words wrong!
what if they purposely chose all tose i dunnoe!

and art just sucks to the core.
i think i'm doing shells.
its the easiest but mine still looks like shit.

i have decided to demand 10 packets of seaweed a day from mummy lydia cause she's nice.

went to forum for lunch yesterday and suntec, marche for dinner.
see what i mean about being abnormal.
of all weeks for my day to come.

the stupid poker pop up is irritating me to death.

i hope i do well for my chinese seeing i got the LOWEST in class for the last test.
261/2.
my mom was like oh.
i thik it didn't sink in.
or she thought it was over 50.

me and ni fong have created a new game.
we try and COMMUNICATE with the god of buses.
so ours will come first.
no. actually MINE.
ha.
139 SHALL COME WHEN I REACH THE BUS STOP BEFORE 51 AND 186 AND NI FONG HAS TO WAIT 2 HOURS FOR HER BUS(:

gonna go east coast for seafood now.
i really need my head examined.
the chinese exam's like tmr morning and i haven't started on any other subject.
i'll be glad when its over.
i miss the black pepper crab.
my mouth's watering already.

oh and i'm gonna become TRILINGUAL!
i'm taking up... TAGALOG.
learnt a new word today.
ASO-dog
ha!
now i have... 4 WORDS
in my dictionary.
my progress is amazing(:
i'm shocked myself!
oh and there's another meaning for BABOY according to my maid.
it means a BIG belly.
well it still suits adrienne.
she's a PANGIT BABOY.

so now i'm a TAGALOG speaking, johnny bravo loving, cheerleading pirate with a meimei and three pets.

2004-10-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

JOHNNY BRAVO IS CUTE K.
although he's a Little obnoxious and stupid.
BUT he's cute(:

samat keeps confiscating my wallet during pe.
tsk.
and he made me, choong yee an nicole run.
i ran ONE ROUND more k.
cause he made me do warm up before stretching
choong yee and nicole kept running.
i was walking most of the time.

LYDIA SOH SHI QIAN.
i believe you owe me
10 PACKETS OF SEAWEED.
i hope you saw my note.
and i took one chocolate too.
SORRY
i only took1 hor!

the auntie at stall 6's a bitch.

2004-09-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

ignore what i said.
i'm NOT gonna change the hover thing.
it will be as it is now.
cause i dont like giving smilies to people i don't like.
and then having them asking me why they don't have any, demanding for them.
you know who you are.
then again maybe you don't.
whatever.

my sister's a bitch.
and i DO NOT for the last time, fucking suck up to seniors
bitch.

i haven't studied at ALL fot the exams.
and my dad wanted to bring us on a 2 day trip to malaysia this weekend.
i want SO BADLY to go.
i've only to be in malaysia once.
when i was 5.
translated from cantonese- BIG GUN
what type of place is that.
the hotel had a heart shaped swimming pool.
thats all i can rmb about it and this big fat gun.

adrienne and si jing, sorry i was apparently "DAOING" you two during homeecons.
DAO's a stupid word anyway.
let's use ignored.
i don't like people
1) waving their fingers with name tags stuck through them in front of me. it is plain disgusting.
2) continue doing it although i was OBVIOUSLY very irritated.
3) enjoying it more thje more i didn't.

there were other reasons too, i didn't tell you all about.

you thought that sticking pins in your fingers were amusing. it wasn't pain. no it wasn't.
she cuts for the amusement of it. it wasn't pain. no she was used to it.
so tell me whats the difference.

the she above doesn't refer to anyone btw.

fine i'm venturing into the cliche topic of cutting.
to think it all started from pins in your fingers.

so what if people like to slide penknife blades across their wrist.
thats THEIR problem.
so don't go interfere.
if they don't want to take your advice.
leave them alone.

si jing, i don't everyone to adhere and bear with my moodswings.
well if what i'm doing is considered as that of the above.
i'm not the only one.
what about you.
i don't hate you.
don't get the wrong idea.
just telling you why i behaved the way i did.
you're still my lovely meimei anyway(:

2004-09-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

SI JING!
HOW COULD YOU?
HOW CAN YOU REJECT YOUR OWN TRUE SISTER LIKE THIS?
DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I FEEL?
THE SAME BLOOD RUNS HROUGH OUR VEINS!
CAN YOU NOT FEEL THE SISTERLY LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU.
DOES IT NOT TOUCH YOU?
EVER SINCE OUR PARENTS DIED?
I HAD TO SINGLE HANDLY FEED YOU!
EARN MONEY TO SUPPORT THE TWO OF US.
CHANGE YOUR DIAPERS.
AND NOW WHEN YOU’RE GROWING UP!
AT THE TENDER AGE OF 4 YO’RE DRIFTING AWAY FROM ME!
THINKING THAT I EMBARRASS YOU.
AND YOU’RE PUSHING ME AWAY FOR THAT OLD HORNY GRACE!
WHO’S ONLY INTERESTED IN PLAYING….GAMES WITH YOU!
SI JING!
THIS IS ALL FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!
I DIDN’T ALLOW YOU TO BOARD MY SHIP BECAUSE I FELT THAT YOU WERE STILL TOO YOUNG!
NOT READY TO BE INDEPENDENT.

* sorry for the interruption. I had to drink herbal tea

AND I WAS AFRAID THAT THE SAILORS WOULD BE TOO ATTRACTED TO YOU AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU.
SI JING!
MY DEAR SISTER!
PLEASE OUTGROW THIS CHILDISH INFATUATION OF YOURS WITH THE EVIL GRACE!
PLEASE REMEMBER YOUR SISTER, ME SHALL LOVE YOU FORVER AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.

I mean everything that I have typed above. Although I seem to have a difficultly from different-shaping the real world form the pirate world but whatever. I meant what I typed anyway. I think.

2004-09-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

hello(:
blogger's mean and unfair.
ALWAYS DUN LET ME BLOG.

was going to go town yesterday to buy my bag.
although i haven't decided which one yet.
went to adrienne's house in the end.
at the bus stop adrienne and eshita wrote this "no smoking" sign.
hee and but it in the rubbish bin ash tray.
silly people.
then about halfway through the bus ride i decided to keep quiet and pretend i was interested in playing the very boring snake game on si jing's handphone cause no one wanted to talk to me):
and i don't like talking to people who don't like talking to me.

then had ANOTHER bout of menstual cramps.
so i sat on the bed eating the chocolate icecream hoping it'll go away.
it did.(:
we watched a little of chicago then switched to harry potter.
me and jessleen slept or at least i tried to on adrienne's bed cause harry potter's boring.
they we OBESSED with seeing all the mistakes in the show.
and draco malfoy and oliver wood.
oliver's voice puits me to sleep.
its apparently sexy.
yuck.
what is the world coming to?
anyway to see the dumb mistakes they kept replaying stupid scenes like 50 times and sometimes they don't even spot anything.
HAH.

i couldn't sleep jessleen did anyway.
so i played with adrienne's digital camera.
i took so many pictures of me(:
but i deleted most of them.
i like digital cameras.
I BET I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ONE.
bah):
we took pictures with adrienne's MANY HATS.
there were like at least 10.
she makes me feel deprived.

and then i took 1 HOUR to get home.
and on top of that i was walking home from orchard after sitting on the bus for 45 minutes.
i shall NEVER EVER go to her house again.
unless someone pays for my cab fare.
either from heeren to my house or even better adrienne's to mine(:

went out with my mom and brother today.
all because i wantd to go buy my bag.
we were playing with my brother at toysrus for so long k.
till my borhter agreed to go home.
so we walked to pacific plaza to get my bag.
butbutbut!
I ONCE AGAIN HAD A BOUT OF MENSTRUAL CRAMPS.
menses spoils my life i tell you.
I SPENT 20 MINUTES IN THE TOILET.
AND IT WAS SO PAIN I WENT STRAIGHT HOME TO SIT ON THE TOILET BOWL FOR 30 MINUTES.
AND MY BROTHER BROKE MY HAIRBAND WHILE I WAS SLEEPING.
today sucked.
my daddy's back(:

2004-09-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

i'm a pirate!!! and i have three pets on board!

bernette/XIAOYIN/NORMAL parrot

jolene/XIAOMIN/SEA-CUCUMBER-EATING starfish

nifong/XIAOFONG/VEGETERIAN, WATERPROOF frog.

ha.
must think of a name for my ship and a pirate song to go along!
ARRRRRRRRH!

ok i'm just being retarded.
but its so cute arh?
XIAO YIN
XIAO MIN
XIAO FONG.
i should go write a book on how to choose names.
since i OBVIOUSLY have a talent for choosing names for my WONDERFUL PETS.

byebye MATEYS

2004-09-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

Had SEVERE menstrual cramps today.
Was so pain.
And I was walking around in AGONY.
Even the auntie at the Mobil shop asked me what’s was wrong and if I needed the panadol.
SALES PITCH RIGHT?
WANNA SELL YOUR STINKY PANADOL TO ME.
Ha thanks for asking.
Since grace insisted that she was just being caring.
Panadols are stinky anyway.
They’re super big and they want you to swallow it.

Home econs was icky.
Mrs khan and miss teo can go and die.
NAG UNTIL LIKE THAT
And I totally DESTROYED my hand phone pouch.
I sew the opening closed):
Now It can’t turn inside out.
Denim some more leh!
With yellow and green stitching.
SO COOL RIGHT?
I always wanted an ugly phone pouch just like that.
And now its…DESTROYED):

AND THE EXAMS ARE COMING.
And I haven’t gotten around to studying yet.
Damn.

Shall go and sleep now.
My tummy hurts):

2004-09-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

ARRRRRRRRRH!
Ha.
Do I sound like a pirate?
Do I?
Do I?
I know I do!
Don’t deny it!
ARRRRRRRRH!
BUHBYE MATEYS!

2004-09-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

nowadays everyone's blogging about cutting.
oh wow.
cashing in on the trend?
tsk.

art sucks.
i tried doing my fucking prepratory work but it turned out like rubbish
howhowhow?
i'm gonna FAIL art
and fucking hoe econs too cause the stupid mousse won't set in time.
and it turn ut like chcolate milkshake in a wbowl
and it looked very gross.
but it tasted quite nice
but you'll probably die of diabetes cause there's 1 whole cup of sugar in it.

didn't go for track this morning.
couldn't wake up in time.
and my mom was shouting at me.
EAST COAST LEH.
like how much further could it get?
although my mom offered to pay for the 9 dollars cab fare.

haven't figured out what to do with my birthday money.
was walking around great world trying to find something that would be worthy of my splurging when i went to buy my art supplies.
came home empty handed.
i stayed home the ENTIRE saturday afternoon cause everyone is happily mugging out there and i don't even know what i need to study.
damn.

2004-09-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

my computer keeps dieing on me.
i need to download msn AGAIN.
and it takes forever.

been cabbing to school for the last few days.
and i did a VERY good deed this morning.
(:
i helped a guy hail a taxi!
he was those type of office people and he stands there
and doesn't stick ot his arm when the taxi passes by.
he missed like SO many cabs.
let him get onto the cab which I hailed in the end.
he'll probably still be standing there if not for ME.
(:

jamie seow can go and die.
trying to act tough nowadays.
tsk.
"suetwa, put away your book"
-pukes.

PHYLLIS PHAM STILL HASN'T GIVEN ME MY PRESENT
hmpf.
and si jing apparently looks like her 4 year old sister.
MEI MEI!!!

i have nothing to do tmr.
which is....bad.
and jolene has MY deception point which i haven't even read yet.
and she probably gonna hog it for 1 month.
shall steal it back when no ones looking.
(:

stayed back to do the grp magazine thing.
BUT.
a certain SOMEBODY aka jolenetay didn't save the data properly in her thumbdrive.
tsk.
her mom submitted for us in the end.
then stayed back till 3.30.
went tbp with choongyee, jolene and rachel p.
and then i went supermarket to buy my
curry chicken instant noodles
yum (:
the last time i ate one was....wednesday.
no wonder i was craving for it(:
i'll probably just get fat and die.

2004-09-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

~~HAPPY~~ BIRTHDAY TO ME(:

2004-09-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

hey.
i can STILL blog.
i guess blogger's fixed(:
FINALLY.
i'm always one of those unlucky ones who do't get to blog when blogger's going bonkers):
it isn't fair.

today was......average?
samat was in a VERY BAD mood during pe.
he's making me go for track again.
BUT.
i won't be here saturday morning.
so i can't go(:
he told me to go change CCAs then.
YOU THINK I DUNWAN ARH?
but which CCA is gonna accept me for 3 MONTHS?

lalala.
ESKIMO BABIES!
ha.
thats DISGUSTING.
no wonder there are so little eskimos.
the death rate surpasses the birth rate(:
GEOG.
k actually i don't know if thats true.
i made it up.
its a dirty dirty joke(:

bought kfc home to eat and was hiding inside my room.
yes.
i am THAT pathetic.
i can't eat junk food nor fast food OPENLY.
i'll get nagged at.

haven't got ard to packing my luggage.
i'll only take 1 hour plus anyway.
i'll dump everything in.
and it'll be over in the blink of an eye!
if u take 1 hour plus to blink your eye that is.
but..
whatever.

2004-09-02T17:51:00.000+08:00

fine.
i'm ABUSING my privilege again(:
i think i'm addicted.

my com is hanging like hell.
it just stops and stupid pop ups appear.
damn you pop ups
no one wants to buy your stupid goods ao will you just stop er....popping up?

I WANNA PLAY PAJAMA SAM.
i've been wanting to since YESTERDAY NIGHT):
its for ppl ages 3-8.
but who cares?
all my younger sis's fault.
go play and tempt me?
THE STUPID DISC WON'T RUN!

eshita made me a pic i'm gonna use in my template.
SO YES I'M CHANGING MY TEMPLATE AGAIN(:
ha.

shall try and run my disc again now.
BUT i'm pretty sure it won't.
i just hope it will.
i've been craving for it for like forever.
or maybe i'll ring it to school then.
and get someone to lend me their disc drive and tablet so i can play that game.
i miss these silly quest games so much.
i'll probably start spending ALL my time playing them.
IF.
my stupid com will just run the disc):

2004-09-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

ugh and for some stinky reason i can't see my tagboard with my com.
it went bonkers):
i can still blog!
but there's not much to blog abt.
okay.
actually there is.
fine.
i shall ABUSE this privilige while i hjave it although i just blogged(:

i didn't bring my blouse today):
thank god for the campion seminar.
or mrs wong would have booked me.
damn
art was FUN.
cause mrs wong wasn't in so veryone just walked in and out.
then choong yee, ni fong, jolene and jesslyn bought HALF A WATERMELON into the art room and some spoons that they borrowed.
and ATE IT.
i ate some too(:
the watermelon was juicy!!!
and sweet(:
two seniors walked into the art room and saw them(:
so embarrassing!
BUT.
i wasn't eating it at that time.
i'm not so greedy.

and adrienne, si jing, rachel pan and me were talking abt....chillis(:
and si jing and pan decided to impersonate ME.
and tag horny stuff on my blog.
oh god.
they think its SO funny.
you know what?
its not.

fine.
just got myself in a bad mood.

2004-09-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

hello(:
hey!
i can blog.
surprise surprise(:
cept i don't feel like blogging.
i can't blog when i want to and i can when i don't
whats the world coming too?
k nvm.
i can feel that ole blogging spirit back again.
damn i sound so retarded!
ha.

didn't go for track today):
yesyes.
I'M FEELING VERY GUILTY NOW):
oh hell!
i told cecilia i was going with her!!!
damn.
and i forgot to tell her i wasn't):
SORRY!!!
i didn't mean it):

went town instead.
with adrienne, eshita, si jing and eshita's and adrienne's angels.
tralalala.
then cabbed home cause i couldn't bring myself to walk home from WISMA):

everyone will be in town tmr.
while i'll be going home STRAIGHT after school.
cause i need to pack my luggage):
not happy abt it mind you.
i regret telling my mom i wanted to go back to hong kong for the september holidays.
i'll be leaving FIRST THING saturday morning and only coming back on sunday night.
damn.
me and my big stinky mouth.
i shouldn't have said anything.
then i'll be happily spending te holidays going out with my friends before i go back to hong kong.

i don't know my address in hong kong yet.
maybe i'll post it up here when i find out and you all can write to me(:
don't know if i can type chinese here though.
i don't even know if there will be chinese in my address.
oh.
and for like the month before i leave.
I'LL HAVE NO INTERNET, NO SCV, NO PHONE.
so i can' go online AT ALL.
maybe i'll get a icky HI card.
maybe not):

oh wells.
tata(:

2004-08-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

borrowed adrienne's size 19 blouse today(:
cause i was going back to st margs and i wanted the teachers to see me in my schol u(:
it was HUMONGOUS though.
feel down in the canteen because of jolene!
tsk.
my butt hurts):
ponned the ntire interact with ur teacher session with eshita, si jing and adrienne.
met sam, eshita's friend.
i don't think she likes me):
cause i said michael phelps looked like he had plastic surgery and i didn't wanna talk to her in person):

the teacher's day concert was not bad lah.
PHYLLIS PHAM OWES ME A PENCIL BOX(:
i gave her a present today(:
i LUGGED it down to assembly.
and i was carrying this ultra big bag that belonged to my sis cause my bag was in the wash and that was the only bag that would fit the 3 big fat presents):

went back to st margs.
was whining to yu jie under the HOT sun(:
we walked SO MUCH i tell u.
ALL THE WAY FROM PLAZA SING AND UP THE SLOPE!
tsk.
YU JIE'S MY PRINCE CHARMING!
she carried my fat bag most of the way(:

the teachers still rmb me!
ha.
MRS ZUKIFLI'S (sp?) PREGNANT!
she looks so round now(:
her tummy felt soft when i hugged her.
its REALLY BIG.
ha.
when i was wlking down the hill i saw melissa's mom.
she rmb me leh!
i smiled at her and she was like"hi suetwa"
ha.
quite shocked cause i wasn't really close to melissa.

went home cause no one wanted to go out with me):
byeeeeeee(:

2004-08-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

WHEEE!
I CAN FINALLY BLOG.
DAMN AM I EXCITED OR WHAT.
blogger has a STINKY PROBLEM
it's always going bonkers):

saturday had AAD.
stupid choral reading):
made me stay so late.
i was THE BEE
notice its THE BEE and not a bee(:
then went great world after that with bernette and ni fong.
bought a PRETTY GREY HAIRBAND
its damn pretty i tell u.
(:

sunday was........nothing):

today(:
FINALLY GOT MY PILLOW FROM C2(:
everybody wants to molest it.
especially NI FONG THE GAY
its disgusting the way she hugs a pillow i tell u.
u'll be strangely reminded of phua.
ewwwwwwwww.

bought a pretty pair of nike shorts afterschool when i went out with my mama.
38.95.
its so pretty.
BUT.
on me it looks like shit.
cause half of my FAT thighs are tanned and half isn't
and my feet look like they're deprived of sunlight.
damn.
how disgusting.
must go swimming soon.

i made phyllis pham PROMISE to buy me a NICE BRANDED PENCILBOX for me(:
cause she has a DOUBLE PERIOD on my birthday.
13TH OF SEPTEMBER HOR!
damn i'm excited i tell u.
she SHALL HAVE TO.
CAUSE i'll have her know she's the ONLY TEACHER in the ENTIRE crescent i'm giving a gift to tomorrow(:

going back to st margs tmr.
i hope.
i only went ONCE.
and they had some stinky function so i ended up going home):
they better not have any tmr and shoo me out.
i'm gonna have to lug to presents to school.
one for my p5 maths teacher.
and one for my p5&6 form teacher.
damn.
am i nice or what(:

2004-08-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

oh fuck.
don't feel like blogging.
my throat hurts more than ever.
it feels like somebody sand-papered it.
shit.

2004-08-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

my post's gone!
thanks stupid internet thingie.

didn't go to school.
woke up with a stinky headache.

went to the stinky doctor to get tons of stinky medicine.
and then went to stinkly cut my hair.

it looks like shit now.
its all poofy and disgusting.
it wasn't supposed to be so short and gross!!!
eeeeeeeeewwwww.
i'll have to wait forever before my hair grows back.

i still have yesterday's pile of hw.
shit.

we're having pizza for dinner i think.
shall steal all the curry chicken.
(:

mom's nagging like hell again.
tsk.

2004-08-24T09:23:00.000+08:00

in school now.
borrowing pan's tablet.
i don't have one you see.
):

I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE SORE THROAT.
i can't even talk properly.
i apparently sound like a frog.... trying to croak.
ni E CIPfong and jessleen are perverts.
the voice of a frog trying to croak apparenlt sounds nice/sexy.
eeeeeeeeeeeeew.
i could have been absent today.
but there's stupid CIP.
i dunwanna do with another class.
AND I CAN'T GO FOR TRACK PPL!
ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT!
I HAVE CIP!
even if i didn't have cip i would be sick and absent.
oh wells.
ITS FATE!

got back english results.
section a and b.
upon 30.
got stinky-ly low.
tsk.
shall go rot and die now.
or just sleep through all the lessons.
-yawns.

when everything could have been different.

2004-08-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY NI FONG!!!
purple leh!!!

met si jing and lau this morning to watch the stepford wives.
not too bad.
but it was quite short.
they ignored me the WHOLE while.
tsk!!!

then we went heeren and met tania.
NI FONG THE BIRTHDAY GIRL
choong yee.
jolene
and kavitha came.
so were just walking round heeren

JOLENE TY JIA MIN GO WEAR BLACK ON FONG'S BIRTHDAY
AND SHE WAS WEARING UGLY SANDELS.
AND A WEIRD BAG AND SHE FOLDED UP HER JEANS!!!
ewwwwwwwwwww.
she looked WEIRD.
and acted so UNPOSH.
tsk.
haha.
then lau and jing left to fo far east.

celebrated ni fong's birthday.
WAS SO FUN K.
(:
we walked ard.
then went cine foodcourt there.
gave ni fong the UGLY PURPLE SHIRT.
haha.
we were like sharing all the drinks and then me, ni fong and choong yee were drinking and then spitting it into jolene's empty cup.
(:

yup.
went heeren again to walk walk.
TOOK NEOPRINTS.
jolene's EXTRA hand go block tania's face.
i looked okay overall.
CEPT FOR ONE.
ha!
and choong yee drew a bikini on ni fong in one of the pics.
i didn't get that one though.
-frowns.

we bought her a CONVERSE BAG.
i only had 10 cents so i owe them $4 now.
and then we went taka to buy cake.
another 2 owed.
so fun can.
we sat at the water fountain there then sang birthday song.
then we all took turns to feed ni fong cake.
and smeared cream on her face.
ONLY JOLENE TAY JIA MIN DUNWAN.
tsk.
no sprit one!!!

funnest birthday i ever spent with someone.
(:
my own were all with parents.
birthday parties also quite boring.
ha.
and they bought her a card too!
while me and tania were keeping fong occupied.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NI FONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

first and last birthday she'll spend with me.
):
i dunwanna go back!
shall not get emotional now.
tata.

2004-08-21T10:35:00.000+08:00

its like 10.30 in the morning.
oh wells.
haha.

I'M GONNA BE FAMOUS!

KEEP THOSE EYES WHERE THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE
by adrienne santos and wong suet wa!
title of book was thought of by adrienne
(:

HERE'S A SNEAK PEEK PEOPLE!
AND REMEMBER TO GET YOUR BOOKS SIGNED!!!!
WE'RE GONNA BE SO FAMOUS WE'LL HAVE AN AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!
haha.

Keep those eyes where they're supposed to be!

*[do you ever suffer from having your eyes drop out when you roll them too much? well here's a solution! secure your eyes with rice! it has been used in the olden days as a form of glue. and we have now re-introduced thar formula in our book.]

step 1- stuff rice up your nose

step 2- inhale hard to make sure rice goes up all the way.

step 3- stand on your head to make the rice go up

step 4- if it still doesn't, use a straw or chopstick to push it up!

other possible apparatus to use for step 4
- cotton buds
- needles
- string
- swiss army knife

*newly added paragraph.

its gonna be 50 pages thick.
but we're still short of 12.
oh.
AND THERE'S GONNA BE CLOSEUPS OF ADRIENNE PERFORMING THE STEPS!
WITH ME AS HER ASSISTANT!!!
haha.
WE'RE GREAT AUTHORS AREN'T WE!
especially for self help books!
(:

lydiasohshiqian's my new other mummy!
now i have two mummys!
but i dunnoe both my fathers.
thats not good.
-frowns

might be going towning again later.
to watch the stepford wives!
with si jing and lau.
(:

2004-08-20T17:12:00.000+08:00

oh fuck wrote this really long post and now its gone.
stupid blogger.

I GOT 34/40 FOR MY GEOG!!
I BETTER.
I STUDIED TILL 3 AM IN THE MORNING!

so anyway wnt towning with pan, priscilla and grace.
so funny can!
they somemore cab what shit to heeren.
45 cents become 5 dollars!!!
and they make me pay somemore.
should have taken the bus alone.
then i'll be 90 CENTS RICHER
ha.
was nagging at them the whole time.
(:

then we went to eat at POSH POSH SAKAE!!!
never eat before
i don't really like sushi.
but it was alright today lah.
the sushi's not bad.
we ate 12 PLATES.
so proud of me.
first time i managed to finsh more than one plate of sushi.
(:
we spent like $44 plus.
i only paid $5 at first.
but i gave grace and rachel 2 bucks each in the end
and priscilla on monday.
that would mean i paid $9!
11 counting monday.
(:

a lot k.
i spent like $11.90 leh.
90 cents on cab.
and 9 on food.
2 on neoprints.
oh and i looked RETARDED BY THE WAY.
ewwwwwwwwwww.

rachel pan spends money like tissue paper leh.
tsk.
not like me!
i'm so poor can.

see?
i tell u i go town i NEVER buy things.
cause i have no money.
so whats the use of going?
erm...
i don't noe but i'm going again tomorrow.
with si jing and lau.
might be watching stepford wives.
(:
i have like 10 dollars only in my piggey bank.
thats gross.
piggy bank.
ha.
mine's actually a cash box.
i can open it without a key.
but its not easy.
at least even if i lost the key still can open right.

janel's a fucking extra bitch btw if u didn't noe that.
she always wanna come butt in and act cool.
told her that no one's even alking to her so she should just shut up.
i hope she won't try and talk to me aymore.
that'll be good.
(:

2004-08-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

was at the bus stop just now.
saw this realy poor thing old guy.
he was like panting and he was sitting on the floor on a plastic bag.
i was wondering why he didn't sit on the seats
he was like looking at me eating my chicken and he looked hungry.
he was wearing this really small gan eng seng primary blouse that barely covered his stomach.
so poor thing k.
then my eyes started watering and nandhini asked me if i was crying.
i lied of course.
i think if i really stayed there looking at him longer i'll start crying.
thats why i turned awa and tried looking somewhere else.
i always feel like crying when i see poor thng pl.
like disabled ppl or very sad old beggars.
my eyes will start watering.

oh wells.
talk abt sth else.

going town with pan, grace and lala tmr.
SORRY ESHITA!
i thought we weren't going anymore cause si jing couldn't.
SORRY!
i hope scored well for ur exam.
then saturday with lau and si jing. dunnoe if i'm supposed to go with kavitha they all.
why does everyone wanna go out this week?
when i ask them when i wanna go town no one wanna go with me.
-frowns.

jolenetayjiamin says that my blog is BORING.
oh wells.
i'm a boring person.
i'll try and be a bit more interesting then.

one day.
suetwa woke up.
she was feeling very sleepy so she took the later bus.
she went to school and saw her classmates.
including jolene tay jia min who sadly didn't look as hot as yesterday cause she wasn't wearing her uniform.
-frowns.
so suetwa felt sad and decided that everyone should wear nc no.4 uniforms everyday.
and she'll just die oogling at all the nc babes.
not all people though.
she felt even more depressed when she realised there was mass run that day.
she sat in THE FRONT with si jing, her lover.
hoping to be able to irritate phua.
but sadly he did not come.
that brought suetwa down and she felt sader than ever.
but she realised tht there was a free period then and immediately felt better.
she ran mass run very slowly.
she was all the way at the back.
and si jing decided to cheat one round with melody and marilyn.
but suetwas was too honest to do that and ended up running ALONE.
si jing was supposed to use thebutt excuse but she didn't
-frowns.

this is gonna be very long if i describe the whole day.
i'll go straight to cs

there was cs.
it was very funny.
ni fong was angry with suetwa for saying that bernette was sexy.
she was afraid i'll run away with her.
she said i was SEDUCIVE.
and asked me why i was trying to seduce bernette.
suetwa corrected ni fong.
telling her it's SEDUCTIVE
and confirmed her doubts of suetwa trying to seduce bernette.

i'm tired of talking like this!!
its gonna take FOREVER.

discovered a juicy secret bout ni fong's family!!!!
HAHAHAHAH
shan't tell u!!!
tried to look like edna.
i wore my skirt SO HIGH
and didn't TUCK OUT at all!!!
edna heard me asking jolene [i think] if i looked like her.
she gave me this stupid, i-know-i'm-popular-thats-why-u-tease-me-look.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
just laughed right in her face.

stayed back A LITTLE after school.
like what.
20 mins?
cause jolene wanted me to stay back with her.
but i wanted to go home.
though she's hot.
but she always ignor me one.
either that or i feel very extra
she wasn't in her nc uniform anyway.
no one was.
and i'd have no one to oogle at.
poof-
ha.

then met gracie.
ahh!
and i stayed back with with her.
to watch her eat a ham sandwich.
(((:
gracie can make me stay back with her anytime she wants.
she's sooooooooo cuuuutttttttteeee!!!!!
partially why i'm going out with them tomorrow.

she promised to treat me to a little sushi.
ha.
i'll keep stealing hers.
case i'm pooor.
those three are rich bitches i tell u.
adrienne coined that.
rachel was like "how much are u bringing grace?"
grace "i dun noe"
somebody "rachel how much u bringing then?"
rachel "oh 50."
this is pan by the way.
lau's fucking rich too.
she said 50 like its so little!!!
and she's getting that from her MOM.
-cries.
and priscilla and rachel wanted to eat at marche somemore leh.
are they fucking rich or what?
but they don't even noe how to go heeren from school
ha!
but got me!!!

i always go town.
not very often nowadays though.
NO ONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME!!!
only this week everyobne keeps asking me.
till i'm overbooked (:

ahhhhh.
i wanna sleep now lah.
haven't taken a nap since like the start of common test.
-frowns.
haha.
byebye.
(:

p.s i hope my entry today was interesting enough. (:

2004-08-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

you're so hot.

JOLENE WAS SO FUCKING HOT AND CUTE IN HER NC UNIFORM TODAY!!!!
-screams and faints
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

went town with my new girlfriend, eshita,
adrienne, i'm courting her (:
ADRIENNE'S SO CUTE!!!!!
not as much as jolene but stilll.
SHE'S LIKE A BIG ROUND ROLY POLY SEXY TEDDYBEAR WITH A SEXY WALLET!!!
-screams and faints.
my dear unfaithful wife, jessleen,
and fucking rich, rachel lau!!!
was supposed to go with rachel at first.
then eshita adrienne and jessleen came along.
adrienne and jessleen ponned maths leh.
and eshita was supposed to practise her paino.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM TOMORROW DEARIE!

took neoprints.
like the SECOND time this year?
I LOOKED AWFULLY DISGUSTING.
each picture the same with that DISGUSTING smile.
-pukes.
ahhhhh!
and i didn't go town like since forever.
(:

shall start taking LOADS of neoprints and blow all my money on them.
CAN'T BELIEVE NOVEMBER'S SO NEAR.
I DUNWANNA GO BACK!!!
just when life was getting better.
sometimes worse though.
-cries

weird ppl hang out at far east kfc by the way.
like people that suffer from bad hair day.
-winks.

ahhhhhhhhhh!
please make a class t-shirt
i dunwanna leave without one.
i'll probably frame it up or sth.
i won't even wear it.
it'll be too precious.

share-a-thought this morning was fucking funny.
hahaha!!
hannah was on stage looking so lost.
and the bronchitis [sp?] thing!!!
u could hear her laughing in the background.
whoever that was.
(((:
I WANT MY LETTER DEARIE.
u owed me since FRIDAY.
):

walked home and my sis was a grouchy bitch.
I WALKED HOME FROM HEEREN LEH!
so fucking far!!!!
my feet aches.
A LOT.

my mom is probably angry with me.
cause i didn't wanna go .... CYCLING at east coast.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
and she was like "u go town till 5 sth got what to do?"
hmpf.
i'm leaving soon mommy.
i just wanna have fun with my friends.
why the heck would i even wanna go CYCLING in the first place?
-pukes.

MY MOM KEEPS TRYING TO MAKE ME EXERCISE!!!
she thinks i'm too SHORT and FAT!
at least my mom isn't blind.
she can see all the fats hanging off my body.
i don't even have a FLAT tummy.
-cries

but there's MASS RUN tmr.
so u don't have to worry for me.
(:
i exercise ENOUGH.
AND I'M GONNA GO FOR TRACCCCCK!
-claps.
cause i realise my muscles are growing though i don't run.
might as well go burn a few calories.
(((:
i'll TRY MY BEST to movitate myself t go.
unless i'm not in the best of moods or feeling particulary lazy or tired.

you make me swoon.

2004-08-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
got rid of that HUMONGUS search button.
think it was my html.
poof.
still the same template.
but with a bigger and fatter and weirder looking tagboard.
by requet of hannahcheang <- i think.
ha.
(:
might change the pic again later.

i can't stand the way u look at me.
don't make me fall in love with you all over again.

2004-08-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

what is that fucking ugly thing on top?
i think its cause some of my html makes it that weird.
tsk.
shall change template again.
supposed to write letter to eshita though.

here are two late additions...

WHY I LOVE CHOONGYEE....
ahhh! cause she's fucking SEXY.
hahaa.and a sex maniac too.
and horny.
but she's super funny
and always make u laugh.
AND ALWAYS WANNA GO BUGIS.
silly girl.she wants to go and relive the first time she was asked for her number!
(((:
i have it!!!
and i'll keep it selfishly to myself and not share her with anyone else!!!

WHY I LOVE LYDIA...
cause she's has SUPER SEXY LES.
that i love oogling at with chikopeh eyes.
-beams.
ha.
she's silly shooshy and loves watching olympic gym staring at other ppl's ... chest.
with chikopeh eyes.
see?i'm not the only chikopeh here.
she wants me to rape her.b
ut's too shy!how silly.
she want she ask arh.
dunneed to go drunk me.
i have a hangover now.haha.
i love sexy legs lydia aka silly shooshy.
she's so cute.
especially when she screws up her face to smile at u.
(((:
ahhh!

WHY I LOVE CECILIA....
cause she's super cute.
my eskimo doll!!!
and always goes eh eh eh eh eh.
like a gangster and makes me laugh.
haha.
she always lusts after ashlee simpson.
with eshita too.
her mom seems really cute.
but since she protests very strongly against it.
it must be cause everything about her seems cute to me.
(((:
including her mom.

WHY I LOVE CLAIRE....
cause she's so silly and cute.
and has a disprportionate head when she wears a big scruchie.
the thought of her being laughed at just wrenches my heart.
and i offered to buy her a hair tie.
but she was insisant.
and brave.
deciding that she won't mind the funny looks.
and she's really funny.
she was jealous that lydia was showing off u see.
so she came to me for comfort!!!
ahhhh!!!
she's burning my a cd.
which just proes how nice she is.
and there are no green bees dear claire.
it just cracks me up how silly and cute and funny she is.
she's in beloved bronte too u see.
which just makes me love her more.

WHY I LOVE ESHITA....
cause she's SOO funny.
she insists that i dream too much.
while she's still dreaming bout life as mrs felton (draco malfoy's wife)
i'm so jealous k.
-frowns.
hmpf.
but at least she loves me.
it cracks me up the way she swoons over ashlee simpson with cecilia.
ahhhh!
she doesn't tie up her hair so she'll look like her.
she has like millions of demerits.
not like me.
ahhh!
a meanie chicken / chopsticks.
i love chicken and chopsticks.

WHY I LOVE SI JING....
she's the cutest of all!!!
but she doesn't admit it.
ha.
she super duper cute.
and always come and irritate me.
but i don't mind.
cause i love her!!!
yeah.
thats why i sit with her during recess and is always looking for her and calling her.
i love her too much u see.
haha.
ai bu shi shou.
ahhh!
my chinese is so good.
must be her influence!!!

i love all the listed above and more.
but cannot be bothered to type the rest.
haa!
cause they're more lovable u see.

scarely my mom think i lesbian arh.
yucks.
i then dunwanna go for counselling.

2004-08-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

i've got a million and one lovers now
ha!!!
lets see.
i love....
cecilia
claire.
eshita
si jing!
theress still more. but these are the most recent ones.
other than cecilia.
(:
who i fell in love with long ago!!!

ahh!
didn't blog th last few days.
common tests were okay.
i'm gonna fail geog!!
and i stayed up till 3 plus to study can
tsk.
I PASSED MY CHINESE!
i got 63 1/2.
ha!!!
i was aiming for c5!!!
(((:
whee!!!!
fucking happy.

had choral reading.
i hate staying back on days i'm supposed to celebrate.
ha!

threw a cake down from the four level to the first today.
NOT MY FAULT K.
-blinks innocently.

everyone just fucking hates me.
i'd be lying if i said i didn't care.

i wanna change my template again!
can someone give me a nice picture?

2004-08-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

hello!
changed my template again.
its a NEW picture.
ahhh!
cause now the thingg looks a bit disportionate to me.
might change the tables and pics again later on.
donch know if i like it or not.
my tagboard's below the links.
scroll down.
tag k?
((((:
thinking of getting a tagboard cause then i won't have to scroll the bottom part.
but then i'll lose my tags and tagboard ALWAYS got problem one.
i donch know.
haha
(((:

2004-08-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

went si jin's house just now.
didn't study much haha.
((((:
polluted her younger sister's mind.
(:
how come her sisters are so nice huh?
why are mine so yucky.
tsk.
i wanna exchange!!!!
and be fucking rich
like tan si jing
-frowns

2004-08-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

shooshy insisted that i RAPED her.
silly shooshy.
-frowns.

ITS NOT MY FAULT!
I WAS DRUNK!
AND GUESS WHO GOT ME DRUNK?
NO OTHER THAN SHOOSHY!
SO WHOS THE INNOCENT ONE HERE HUH?
I BET SHE RAPED ME AND PUSHED ME THE BLAME!
IF U WANNA have sex THEN JUST SAY SO LAH!
MWAHHAHAHA.
but that doesn't mean i'll agree!
HORNY shooshy.
WANNA TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME!!!
(:

2004-08-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello.

english common test was funny.
mr samat was bugging me to write more.
I LOSE MARKS ALL YOUR FAULT ARH!
i sue u then u noe.

yup then lit.
i was SO SO sleepy.
i was think i'll sleep before doing the rest.
then realised i only had 20 mins left.
had only 4 points for part a
and 2 for b.
poof-
lit's not nice anyway.

then went bugis with choong yee.
she INSISED on stalking the crescent seniors we saw there and kept making me go up to PARADISE to find them
tsk.
my feets aches!
and SOMEBODY asked for choong yee's number!!!
but she didn't give.
mwahahahha.
choong yee you SEXY BABE!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

got hannah's present.
and rachel pan and rachel lau's too.
i'm sweet aren't i.
i hope they'll like it.
-frowns

2004-08-12T18:23:00.000+08:00

BANG! WHO DIED?

COMMON TEST STARTS TMR!
oh fuck.
nvm.
english nad lit i also dunnoe how to study.
but i hate lit.
lit is like super not nice.
and dumb.
tsk.

stayed back for chinese then si jing came over.
just sent her off.
at least she movitated to me to study....
the first 2 chapters of geog
i can't wait for lit to be over.
who wants to celbrate with me after school tmr?
haha.
then saturday it back to mugging.
two VERY YUCKY subjects.
geog and chinese.

tuition later
gonna sleep now before the teacher come.
haven't taken an afternoon nap since...
this morning?
tired anyway.
bye.

don't lead me on.

2004-08-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

five for fighting-superman

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

this is the original song i wanted.
yeah might change songs soon.
maybe to 100 years.
i like five for fighting songs.
anyone care to buy me the album?

was watching singapore idol just now.
it just proved my theory.
singaporeans are kay pohs.
they're super mean to the poor banana man!
wahahah.
banana's grow in bunches....
omg.
SUPER FUNNY!
the malay guy who sang solitaire was damn poor thing.
was crying when he talked abouthis father and when he sang.
i'm so emotional no?
haha.
i only cry when i read books and watch tv.
haha.
i dun usually cry about other stuff.
not often anyway.

addicted to this song now.
argh.

i don't want to love you anymore.
i never did.
i never will.

2004-08-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

shouldn't have stayed back today
ended up stranded at the bus stop ALONE
now how miserable is that?
in school NO ONE was talking to me.
walked ard tying to find someone to go home with.
was feeling so extra in the canteen anyway.

i don't want to see you, not anymore.

school was okay.
quite alright.
i just love priscilla.
she's the funniest home econs partner ever.
she was scrubbing the cooker like till it was spotless.
somemore got honor point!
and we were conpiring on ways on ow to waste as much vegs and beans sprouts possible!
we're so unhealthy!
tsk.
then we were talking about her flow
(:
and did retarded stuff like singing the lemon tree song and doing the silly actions.

and all that i can see.
is just another lemon tree.
and i wonder i wonder!

hahaha.
was super funny.
was singing the song the whole day long.

miss chan was being bitchy during assembly this morning.
wow!
she's SO tall!
she confiscated my hairband!
2 dollars k!
i'm gonna sue her for theft.
tsk.
and i had to walk around the whole day with hair falling all over my face.
till isabelle was nice enough to buy me one.
after much persuasion.
(:
but that was not till after school.

they just had to change the timetables.
i absolutely hate the monday timetable
A LOT!
cause all the periods are
-super boring,
-recess is late and monday recesses suck anyway.
-we have pe.
somemore tmr still got mass run.
so cheapskate!
tsk.
then its like after mass run its pe straight away.
argh!!!
i want my thursday back!!!
cause after recess its super slack.
ad its one of the early recess.
-10.05.
all our recess are either 10.05 or 10.40.
-art and cs.
art is with mrs wong though.
but i don't mind art.
and i absolutely adore cs.
haha.
u can walk in and out of the classroom and no one will care.
(:

i hate the way i love you.

2004-08-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

lydia just cracks me up does she not?
haha.
POTATO CHIPS SHOOSHY!!!
how silly!
((((((((((:
I LOVE YOU SHOOSHY!

lydia lights up my day like the big big lightbulb swinging above my head.
(except there's no lightbulb above my head but u get the point do u not?)
she has incredibly sexy legs that i oogle at with chikopeh eyes everytime i see her.
she is the cutest sushi i've ever met.
and i long for her like i long for potato chips.
and she makes my day.
i'll start beaming non-stop when i see her.
and that'll light up the whole room till everyone goes blind.
(except deekny and shooshy, cause we're both wearing sunglasses)
and i'll smile till my mouth hurts.
i love shooshy as much as i love staring at her sexy legs.
(well almost)
and everytime i see her i'll forget abt all my troubles.
and i'll love her the day is long and the night is longer?
you get the point.
and i'll always be there to fight off her enemies and make their noses drop out.
nd protect my dearest shooshy.
i typed so much!
oh wells.
to end it all.
i would just like to say that ....
i love u shooshy!

princess charming.

2004-08-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

okay.
so ended up with
maroon 5's she will be loved.
thank choong yee for helping me decide.
if not i probably would have never decided.
i love u choong yee!
and she loves me too!
((((((:

2004-08-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

not gonna put ashlee simpson's song any more.
trying to decide between
five for fighting-100 years
and five for fighting-superman.
oh wells.

2004-08-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

went to pick up my brother just now.
he's so cute!!!!
this is like only the second time i picked him up.
was supposed to eat macs breakfast with him this morning before his school starts.
but couldn't wake up.
x :
then we were walking round great world.
my mom, me and my brother.
you should never try and feed my brother while eating.
u'll end up with no time to eat.
then my brother was insistant on buying something.
while my mother was equally stubborn abt not letting him buy anything.
all he got in the end was two sausage bread.
(:

still haven't studied for common test.
much less done my hw.
oh fuck.
and the stupid geog rep, cheryl chen dunnoe what we need to study.
tsk.
someone should overtake her or something.
someone with an interest in geog
like LEE NI FONG!!!!
-claps hands
haha.

gonna end here.
bye!

2004-08-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

finished setting up my new blog.
you can check it out here ---> http://leftoutsidealone.blogspot.com
dun noe when i'll move there, doubt it's anytime soon.
may not even use it in the end.
i did the template myself, though i think it looks a little weird.

was watching singapore idol.
its SUPER FUNNY!
that rocky guy was damn nice though.
he could sing.
maybe singapore idol just wasn't the right place for him.
the pimple guy and the lemon tree person was damn funny too!
oh and the stripper too!!!
gonna go watch singapore idol
now.
bye.

oh and anonymous
if u wanna come and insult me.
leave your name.
i'd like to know who you are.
fucking coward.
tsk.

2004-08-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

finally getting ard to fixing up my friendster account.
think i'll abandon it soon again.

i have no idea what to study for the common test.
shit.
howhowhow?
we're all gonna die!!!
i might be moving my blog soon.
or changing my template again.
((((:
but after the common test.

oh, and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE.
HAPPY BITRTHDAY TO YOU
-sings

can't believe u'e 39.
so young!
oh wells.
may u grow bigger and taller and not fight so often.
((((:
-beams

bye.

2004-08-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

my template sucks.
whatever.
too tired today.
will change it some other time.

was forced by qi xuan to write a testi for her.
which she is apparently gonna delete.
argh!
what is the world coming to?????????
she waste my time leh.

logged into my abandoned friendster account and 9 people wanted to add me!
haha.
am i lovable or what?
*just joking.
but not as much as qi xuan.
haha.

i love qi xuan.
then again maybe not.
((((((:

2004-08-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

gonna change my template again.
(((:
i think i've changed template like 10 times already.
i keep changing like every mnth.
and i've supposed to be studying for the common tests.
its like in ...
-counts.
4 days!
i think!
-gets panic attack.
oh wells.
i'll study after i change my template.

and this part is dedicated to miss eileen foo su sean who happens to have a VERY BIG ego!
her hugs are so nice!
i feel so warm when she hugs me!
and erm erm erm erm erm...........
i dun noe what to say!
erm.....
yeah lah.
erm.
i just love it when sexy eileen hugs me???
ewwww.
that sounds plain disgusting.
yucks.
whatever.
there you go eileen!
satisfied?
haha.
(((((:

well.
i'm ff to change my template.
bye!
-scuttles off.

~~these things weren't meant to happen to us.~~
they're suposed to happen to someone else.
someone we don't know.
it isn't fair.

2004-08-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEICHUN!

watched the village with yi ying and pei chun today.
wasn't that nice.
i feel cheated!!!
tsk.
everyone's out to cheat me of my money.

yi ying and i were going up to the theatre when we saw pei chun, the birthday girl.
she was all alone.
so poor thing.
on her birthday somemore.
tsk.
yup.
then she joined us for the movie.
if i didn't know her i would have thought she was a guy.
her hair was darn short.

then walked around after the movie.
seiously.
town is so boring someone could die there.
see what i mean about new shopping centres?

was going home when i saw the whole softball team.
((((:
my hair was damn it messy too.
cause pei chun absconded with my hairband.

my mom's being such a bitch.
scolding and caning people for no reason.
someone should tell her to stop pms-ing.
tsk.

if we can't afford it.
then just leave it.
i never asked for it.
and i don't want it either.

2004-08-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to stay afloat.
don't pull me down.

the national day concert was like damn it boring.
tsk.
did i mention phyllis pham is darn pretty too?
not like stupid jamie seow.
-pukes.

then got lit test.
sure fail!
i wrote like just one side of the paper.
and tan si jing our lit braniac wrote like both sides and still haven't finished!
argh!
i wished we only take lit for half a semester.
and geog too.
i much rather take history!

then went tiong with kavitha and choong yee.
rotted there.
was super boring.
i think they should build a new shopping centre near our school.
-yawns.

common test isn't really sinking in.
shall try and study.
doubt i will though.

eileen1
what you wan me to say abt you?
ha.
here goes.
eileen has got long long hair
and big big eyes.
and darn it pretty.
there!
(((:

falling into an endless pit of lies.

2004-08-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

LIN PEI CHUN YOU WALLET STEALER!
stupid idIot.
hmpf!
shall find ANOTHER councillor who doesn't like you and get her to book you.
crazy nothing to do
go run around with my wallet.
and i never run damn long liao.
cause there's no track.
( :
i treat you 55 cents still so black face.
I DUN PLAY WITH YOU LIAO LAH!
hee.
i sound so childish.
and i got leg cramps now.
all because of YOU!
shall ignore you.
-poof!

pbl sucks so much.
tsk.
i wanna strangle mrs neo liao.
thankfully we finished our powerpoint today.
thannks to ME!
and my brain juices.
cause choong yee and jessica had maths olympiac [sp?]
but they came and did the last part of the powerpoint after that.
if they were there i probably wouldn't have gotten anything done.
everything's done except for the speech which i'm supposed to write.
oh wells.

oh.
and why does everyone keep asking me if i'm crooked.
anyway.
its a secret!
ha.
so you can just about die of curiousity!!!
*mwahahahahaha.

stella ng's darn cute and pretty.

and i'm still waiting.

2004-08-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

whee!
got a doodleboard
so if u tag obscene stuff or keep flooding my board.
i can block u!!!
ha!
so there!
*mwahahaahaha.
and i'm forcing ppl to tag!
so i u happen to pass by.
U BETTER TAG!!!
or i'll kill u.
i think.

oh and did i mention i'm 1 years old but i'm married with a wife?
yeah!
got married to jessleen today!
(((:
though i think i'm supposed to get a husband.
oh well.
nvm.
i love my wife.
-beams

and some idiot coucillor booked my favourite auntie
and jolene's just grouchy cause she's not my fav uncle.
just cause ni fong [my fav uncle] is sweeter and nicer.
ha!
so there.
(((((((((((((:

cheryl chen's gonna represent s1 in the humanities quiz on thursday afternoon i think.
i hope she embarrases herself.
and dies of embarrasment.
she got so bad for her history mid-years lor.
i got a2 leh!
she got like dunnoe what.
should ask claris.
she got 83 i think!
wow!
so brainy!
ha.

is stella ng hot or what?

2004-08-03T18:48:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!
stella ng is damn it prettaay and hottt!
I GOT HER AUTOGRAPHED POSTER AND I SHOOK HER HAND!!!!
-screams
i got it free from xin yi.
is she nice or is she nicer?
ans: nicer!
i just knew u would get that right!
cause i'm smart u see!
haha.
but i ruined her poster!
-sobs.
cause i put tape on it.
and couldn't decide where to stick the poster.
so i tore the tape out.
and it looked gross.
just put tape again and stuck it on the wall at my table.
it looks weird!
i want my perfect stella ng poster back!!!!!!!!!!!
-cries.
i didn't buy her album.
sadly cause i didn't have money.
but i probably won't listen to it though.
ha.
so it doesn't really matter.
at least thats what i'm trying to convince myself.
but deep down i noe i'm still in self-denial.
ha.
i wan her autographed album!!!!!!!!!

yup.
then after the concert of miss-oh-my-shes-so-hot stella ng.
i went down for pbl.
oh and did i mention that i just found out she was from crescent!
ahhhhh!
miss-oh-so-grouchy jessica was pissed off that her hard work at doing the website was wasted.
cause no one liked it.
ha.
finally convinced her to change the fonts.
she refuses to put buttons though.
how how how???
its so ugly!!!
we'll surely die.

then when the com lab close me, choong yee and ni fong went to the canteen.
was waiting for nobody.
though i thought we were waitng for tania.
the whole place was teeming with councillors.
so scary can?
why must they choose the canteen?
argh!
ahha.
and then miss-oh-so-retarded lee choong yee who has suffered from some gentic mutation as a result of having two fathers and me went to the parade sguare steps.
we sat there in the hot hot sun bbqing our butts under my blue umbrella!
we looked so retarded.
but miss retard a.k.a lee choong yee thought it was not embarrassing at all.
even though that was my idea.
ha.
then we saw a teacher approaching so we grabbed our bags and ran off quicketty-quick to hide.
dun think she even saw us in the first place.

i am certain i've been cheated of 3.20!
or maybe someone stole it.
hai de wo need to go borrow money for ice cream.
hmpf.
i wan my money bacckkkkkkkk!
poof-
and how can a rewritable cd cost 2.50???
everyone's out to cheat my money!!!!

yup off to do fucking pbl again.
shit.

i don't know why i love you.
the way i do.

2004-08-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

BIGHEAD!
big_bigger_biggest!
-winks.
*mwahahahahaha.

went to retake my nafa today.
completely wasted my entire afternoon!
cause my standing broad jumps couldn't get any further then 155!
last year i got like 168 k.
fuck.
how how how?
i know why!
cause my big fat ugly disgusting muscles pull me down!
argh!!!!
and when i redid it.
i like fell done.
and it was so completely maluating!!!
ugh.
then i waited till 5 to redo my inclined pull up
cause mrs neo was a grouchy bitch who was like so strict.
then i wanted mr samat to do for me.
but in the end i asked miss tay.
who was damn nice.
but EVEN stricter.
then got 10.
gave up lar.
i'm gonna use my old scores anyway.
even though my sit and reach improved by 8 WHOLE cm!!!!
so proud of myself!
ahhhhhh!!!!

oh.
and did i mention?
phua's just grouchy cause he doesn't have a ****.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa.
somebody should just tell him to snap out of it and accept the fact thats he's not a guy.

gtg now.
bye!
(((((( :

2004-08-01T11:27:00.000+08:00

went out for dinner last night.
the chicken at some resturant was super nice.
i think it's at valley point.
super near my house.
then watched house of flying dagggers after that.
i fell asleep halfway through though.
so i didn't catch the ending.

realised i watched A LOT of movies this year.
i wonder how much i spent.
-mean girls
-house of flying daggers
-the day after tomorrow.
-stuck on you
-harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
-confessions of a teenage drama queen
-50 first dates
-win a date with tad hamilton
-van helsing
-troy
-shrek 2
-spiderman 2
-koma

thats like....13
omg.
i can't believe i watched so many movies.
and theres somemore i wanna watch that are coming out soon!
ugh.

-the village [i have no idea why, it just seemed spooky and kinda mystical or sth]
-13 going 30
-twins effect 2
-i,robot

must go and save money liao.

shit.
pbl.
i didn't have time to do it yesterday.
gtg now.
bye.
-scuttles off

2004-07-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

the fair field concert was chaozi lame can.
so not fun.
i feel so cheated!
i should have gone to the st. margs one instead.
kavitha and bernette didn't go in the end.
then so it was me, choong yee and tania.
we were all wearing pink with tania being the pinkest.
she had a pink wallet, pink and white shoes, pink hair tye, pink bag and a pink shirt!
i felt so embarrased!
i was the least pink of all.
ha.
then we went for the stupid haunted house thing.
those people got like attitude problem.
was like so pissed and all.
but the girl who led us in was damn nice.
it was like super not scary but choong yee and the fairfield people we met there were screaming like shit.
and i was like huh?
tania didn't go in.
then the peole where like trying to scare me and kept touching me.
i was kinda laughing.
then they kept saying why i not scared one.
but i think something tugged my ear and i was fixing my earring.
it wasn't even dark.
and the other people were still screaming.
then here comes the funny part.
according to choong yee, some fat guy came out and scared all of them.
i wasn't really sure what happened.
then jeraldine accidentally knocked against all the chairs and they came toppling down.
like high stacked chairs.
so many k.
then they fell on this girl.
like all the chairs.
there must be more than 100 of them.
ouch!
they were all damn pissed with us.
you could tell.
but the nice nice girl was like " nvm, nvm"
and they ushered us out quickly.
so embarrasing!!!
i really pity the girl who got squashed.
she was like damn angry.

we turned up like 1 hour late to meet jessica and pei hoon.
SORRY!!!!
jessica looked like she wanted to kill us.
and me and choong yee were damn scared.
but we kept laughing cause jessica's expression was damn funny.
the s1 hooligan.
(((:

then didn't do anything there
except decide who does what over the weekend.
shit.
and the presentation is in 5 days!
choong yee lost the pbl diskette!
and she has to redo everything.
but she only did the first few slides so far.
uh-oh!!!
how how how!
pbl's on thursday!!!!
-gets panic attack.

must go do my pbl now.
i got stuck with the yuckiest job!
i have to get and sort out all the info!
choong yee's doing the powerpoint and jessica the web site.
peihoon dunnoe doing what.
bye.
(((:

2004-07-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

THE SOFTBALL PPL WON THE MATCH!!!!!!!!!
A WHOLE BIG FAT MEDAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they're so WOW can?
they keep winning and winning and winning!
and crescent like first time leh!
and s1 got like so many softball school team ppl!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2004-07-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

i love nicole - no?

today was a good day.
quite long since i had a good one.
not perfect but.
yeah.
good.
my papa came back yesterday too.
wheeee!!!!!!!!!

yup.
today had nafa.
nafa does things to people you noe.
-winks
mr samat said the timing on monday didn't count.
he's gonna make us keep running!
yeah!
i just love mr samat.
then my timing will keep on improving.
like today from 17.33 to 15.27 leh!
more than 2 minutes can.
and i didn't walk at all!!!
ha.
my nafa results were 3 Bs and 2 As.
so sucky.
but the lovely mr samat said i can redo.
till my results are good.
i want 5 As.
plus 2.4 be 6
yes!
must be ambitious.
fell down during shuttle run.
thanks to-distraction.
haha.
cause they were screaming and shouting.
and then i fell.
got A for that and sit ups.
yup.

and i have a family!
kavitha's my mama and tania my grandmama
there's still a lot of people but i'm too lazy.

nicole's my auntie!!!
MY FAVOURITE AUNTIE!
i shall dedicate a whole paragraph to her
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
and all these smilies are for her too.
<3333333333333333333333333
and the hearts too.
haha.
she's my horny, babelicious, powerful, sexy assed, forgetful and meanie beanie auntie!!!
ha.
i just love nicole.
do i not?
and she loves me too.
i'm her favourite niece.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
and this entry's in pink!
cause thats her fav colour.
i just love my auntie.
ha.

think i'll be going to some fairfield fun fair tmr, with choong yee, my cousin, and my mama and grandmama.
my fav auntie was supposed to come.
but her real papa's taking her out.
me and choong yee's gonna wear pink!
i think.
but so bright!

then doing stupid pbl after that.
we haven't done ANYTHING!!!
only jessica did.
but not a lot too.
we're all gonna die!!!!!!!!
and the presentation's gonna be less that one week away i think.
arghhhhhhhhh.

smps has a fun fair tmr too and i'm not going!
but no one's going with me!!!
feel so guilty now.
but i dun really keep in touchwith my pri school frens.
and like smps the fun fair will be damn lame can.
cause at primary school.
darn boring.

the lit test was postponed.
yeah!!!
i didn't even listen to mdm kala's explanation of charles!!!
i noe i'm just gonna fail!
lit sucks even more than chinese.

and i think i'm starting to actually not mind chinese.
though i have to study quite hard i dun mind chinese lessons cause i'm sitting with si jing.
and i like lao shi too though i don't listen to her.

stayed back till like 6 to do the stupid geog thing.
it looks dumb cause we didn't have black or red so the "destroyed" part of the volcano had pink lava and the ground was all pink.
we put smudges of brown to make it look like destructed but it just looks disgusting.
we sent so much time doing it.
not like the stupid geog rep CHERYL CHEN who was playing lame happyland on her com.
and she was like trying to act cool.
to think i sit with her.
yuck.
-pukes.
and if she even dare criticise it i'll just scream at her.
she didn't even do anything.
it was bernette who even got the class to vote for what to do.
while she was doing some stupid thing on her com.
fuck her.
ha.
thanks to ni fong, me and grace!!!
not like my kavitha they all go sit there play with tablet.

nothing much else to say.
bye!
(:

i love nicole - yes?

2004-07-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

my ear's infected!!!
and its swollen and theres pus!
ewwwwwwwww.
shouldn't have been so itchy hand go take out durig chinese.
fuck.
now i can't put it back in and it hurts so much everytime i try.
yucks yucks yucks.
hope the hole won't close up.
shit.

chinese had test.
cheated.
poof-
and i think i still would have done pretty well even if i didn't cheat.
cause i only cheated a itty bitty bit.
i studied!
:)
but the compre was crap.
lifted everything.
was too concerned about the well-being of my rotting ear anyway.

then afterschool had choral reading.
supposed to end at 4.30.
then drag till like 5.30.

ran 2.4 on monday.
17.33 mins!!!
so slow can.
shall ask mr samat if i can rerun on friday.
but then again i might be too lazy.
oh wells.

cause i'm trying to forget but i can't

2004-07-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

harlo i a m hacking into suetz blog...hahaha i am evil...lame me...ok wadeva...bye

2004-07-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

cause it doesn't even matter.

all hail to pei hoon ~~and edna~~
ha.
(:

2004-07-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

ahha! this blogger thing is finally working for me.
:)

ALL HAIL TO PEI HOON AND EDNA!!!

changed my template.
can't be bothered to blog.
bye.

2004-07-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

and i'm thinking about you

this blogger thing is getting on my nerves.

screwed up my oral.
i was prompted so many times.
and i was stumbling here and there for my passage.
at least its over and done with.

was gonna go for track.
but forgot my pe t-shirt.
poof

and i'm just rotting at home.

everything i do and say is all because of you

2004-07-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

i'm disgusted with myself.
i can't believe i even pretend to be interested in your stupid little life.
just fuck off and stop bothering me.
these things u do to gain attention just makes me puke.

2004-07-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

cause you're so perfect and i'm not.

darn nervous for oral tomorrow.
i didn't even make any preparations.
and i dun wanna make conversation with the teacher.
fuck fuck fuck.
i just noe i'm gonna fail.

got booked by dorcas.
she was staring at us from second level .
then she suddenly go walk inside the room to get demerit tickets.
she walked so fast.
then i was pulling up my socks and forgot my shirt was out.
2 demerits already and july's not even over.
oh wells.

lim suat fong has a bit of a prob.
when she walked into class today she was like darn bad mood.
when i wanted to go to toilet she rolled her eyes at me.
like what is her problem?
tsk.

this new blogger thing's so irritating.
i always can't type in the box and i've to try a million and one times before i can.

and i'm just standing here.
watching you and all of your perfection.
hoping one day you'll notice me.

i hate you.
and i'm glad you don't like me.
you're just pretending to be someone you're not.
the way you act is just plain disgusting.
and its quite obvious i'm trying to avoid you.
do you even get the hint?
god.
i feel like puking now.
tsk.

2004-07-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

[toothpaste-flavoured sweets]

poor tania.
1s1 is like the worstest most un enthusisatic class ever.
i bet we were the only class that didn't do our lit play.
cause a lot of people couldn't be bothered to stay back for it.
less then half the class stayed back.
so it was cancelled.

then wanted to pon track cause i was already late.
so i was rotting in the canteen.
wth tania, grace and ni fong.

a fat mutated disgusting rabbit
yucks

then finally went track wih shona and sonia.
was like one hour late and mr samat was darn pissed.
for some i dunnoe what reason.
and stupid jolene wouldn't come pick me up after i did her a favour.
and i had to trudge home from queenstown.

stalkage
-winks

i think she noes.
i noe she noes.
ha.
oh wells.
:)

i love you
you love me
we're a great big family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.
won't u say u love me too.
(of course this doesn't apply to some people. like phua and jamie seow)

i am certain jamie seow thinks we like her.
like eww.
and phua picks on me.
and some other people too.
is that fair?
nooo.
i didn't do anything naughty.
i think.

PRISCILLA'S GONNA BE A COUNCILLOR!
do u hear that fishball?
priscilla must be elated!
:)

i pretend i don't care.
but that is just a lie.

~~[these tears that i've cried. are they enough to make you love me?]~~

2004-07-12T21:50:00.007+08:00

[things i never thought possible]

what you said has got me thinking.
they awakened me to some things new.

rachel kissed me today!
haha.
oh the cheek lar.
no feeling anyway.
haha.

I'm the Queen Bee.
i bet you didn't noe that.
and i own the queen bee associations. [sp?]
wi lins my executive director.
graces my CEO
rachel my manager
and...
qi xuan's my slave!
haha.

[for i am the queen bee]

first period pe can kill.
my 2.4 thing i never even finished cause samat was late again.
i think if i finished it'll be around 15-16 min.
must up the stamina i never had.
shall go for track tmr.
:)

i think she noes.
its really quite obvious.
oh wells.
not that it has anything to do with me.

got booked by mrs wong today.
cause i didn't tuck in my pe t-shirt.
and low socks.
but she only gave me one.
and did i mention the pink slip is pretty?
they should have in black and green and blue and orange too!

jamie seow's the most retarded and childish bitch ever?
she's so naggy and she wanna act like our best friend like that.
she asked me to clip up my too long fringe.
but sadly,
i didn't want to.
tsk.
she should go stuff her disproportionate [sp?] face in the toilet bowl.

RAPE
-winks
:)

[what have i done to make you hate me. what must i do to make you care?]

2004-07-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

[unsexified legs]

queenstown library cafe sucks.
the food is so darn gross.
and ex too.
the iced chocolate was like damn bitter and the black pepper chicken wrap was sour.
i wasted like 7.50 there.
thank goodness my mama's money not mine.
:)

then when i was at the second level this two guys wanna borrow my handphone say what wanna call home.
dunoe what they do with my phone leh.
cause when i check the last dialled list.
was choong yee's home no.
unless they call choong yee's house.
so freaky.
scarely they do sth bad with my phone leh.
fuck.
should have just been an unhelpful bitch and pretend i didn't have a handphone.

borrowed two agatha christie books.
doesn't even sem nice.
and now i have to return them.
so troublesome.
but nvm.
shall enrich my brain.
-beams.
haha.

gonna watch mean girls tmr with choong yee.
then gonna go cycling with my aunt and her family from hongkong.
black pepper crab.
yum.
:)

really wan a tablet leh.
when my mama say dun buy.
i was like dun buy then dun buy lor.
but yesterday when i saw them collect their tablets.
i really wanted one.
its so darn cool!
and new and shiny and pretty...
fuck.
i want it sooooo badly!

nothing else to say.
or type for that matter.
oh wells.
i'll just go and wallow in the sad fact that i don't have a tablet.
bye.

[you don't know how i miss you. i'd kill to get you.]